Sexual frustration
I can’t stop thinking about how much I wanna go down on a guy. All my life I’ve always found attraction to women even when I was younger. now that I’ve grown older and have had my fair share of women, I want to just go down on a cis-male. Now I am married, to a trans man, and my first time ever being with a cis-male was two years ago with his best friend, we had a three-some. I completely enjoyed myself, his dick felt so good, but my husband absolutely hated seeing me with him. He told me that I can’t have a guy inside me ever again. Speed up some time forward, I befriended A girl from work and we completely clicked, she becomes my best friend and we ended up having a foursome. Now my husbands two rules Being with them is no kissing and her husband can’t go inside me in anyway. Well during the dirty deed, my friend is going down on my husband and with them not realizing it I turn around seeing my friends husbands dick standing there stiff hard and I start to suck him off. God I was so turned on his dick was sooooo huge I couldn’t take him all the way in. Ever since I’ve been wanting to do it again so badly, idk what to do about it, it’s very sexually frustrating and confusing.
What's good for the goose is good for the gander.
So, let me get this right..you're a broad, married to a trans man, and he can get his knob polished, but, resents you having "one inside you " . Does that mean in your mouth too ? Is he jealous of real dick, or something ?