Long time desire that will never be
As long as I can remember I’ve been sexually and romantically attracted to trans women but suppressed it when I was younger because it was taboo. I’m in my 40s now with a wife and kids and all that. I’m attracted to women, love my wife, won’t cheat and I’ve never been attracted to men. I can’t stop thinking about being with trans women. The porn I watch is almost entirely trans and I can’t help but flirt with trans women whenever possible. So, it just sucks. Not sure how to cope with it.