Pseudo incest
I have such guilt about from when i was 16 and getting drunk with my cousin(not blood, her mother was adopted) who was just over a year older.
I purposely made it seem like i was drunker than i was so she would loosen up, also while talking about previous hookups we both had and sliding positive comments about her and as she got drunker, and started wishing she hadn’t broken up with her boyfriend before coming up for the summer because she was really horny, whom she said i remind her of, my dick started firming up, in part to us talking, and in part to her feet being laid across my legs like we innocently used to just relax.
well unknown to us, she had been rubbing my cock subconsciously while fantasizing about guys back home and one she was talking to on AIM. before i could move her foot, she moved towards me grabbed my hand and shoved it down her pants just letting my finger graze her clit, getting the tips of my finger in her before my other hand started to lower her shorts, lost in the moment… she pulled my hand out and put her head back frustrated as she came to her senses a bit, i went to taste her from my fingers, but she grabbed my arm, and placed her other hand over my rock hard cock tented in my shorts, before she grabbed it through the leg hole, gave a few slow pumps, took me in her mouth for 20 seconds or so then again stopped, as we went to the couch.
i pressed her against the couch, hand back in her panties, playing with her clit for 5 minutes but could have been only seconds, my other hand pinching her nipple(she mentioned earlier during our sex discussion she liked her tits played with hard and pinched tightly) before she said the five words through quiet labored breath, that would drive my sex drive for years to come…do you have a condom?
FUCK, no i did not….why would i?? this was not planned at all…at least to this extent!
the look in my face answered her question..but i was still finger deep and pumping her, frustrated beyond belief..
i double down and get her to climax before i grazed lower to her asshole, but she promptly reminded me that we don’t have condoms, let alone any lube.
after that she went to her room without saying another word, i jerked off on the couch and we both fell asleep.
nothing was ever mentioned about it, nothing was weird between us, and the rest of the summer went as normal…she hooked up with some of my friends the next summer she came back, but i had never felt the need to try again, nor did she indicate she wanted too either.
my biggest regret and guilt is not having a reserve condom on me that day. but also, it may be a relief as well.. since who knows what would have happened after we fucked.
Being sexual and intimate with cousins is amazing. I’ve felt so free and came so hard. We’ve been active for many years now
I miss my step sister all the time, crazy hot woman but we never went public and stopped seeing each other after a year. She is by far the best sex partner I have ever had, she loved oral both giving and receiving. I mean picture this, you are 19 and it is summer break and your sound asleep in your bed. You wake up to a 20 year old naked woman with a body to die for climbing on top of you, pulling the covers off and doing everything from sitting on your face or going right to your cock and sucking it. She would tell me all the time to just do what I wanted anytime I wanted. Our parents went on like a ten day cruise one time and we had an unbelievable sex fest the whole time.
That sounds fantastic. i wish we would have gotten that far. but i am glad i got what i did. it was like a dream come true, going from spying on her for years prior using the toilet and masturbating in the shower(thank god for clear shower doors) to using my knowledge of how she got herself off every time to do it myself, and to know she wanted to fuck just as much as i did was even better. i did end up taking her panties from that night as a souvenir, and never did stop voying her bathroom activities. but i will never forget her taste.