I think Grandpa has hots for me
I'm 13 and a friend told me about this site. I'm unsure, what to do, so if someone did have similar problems, please tell me, what you did!
My grandpa (who I love very very much!!!) watches me when I dress or undress and he does too, when I masturbate.
During the Holidays I live with him because my parents have to work (they never do holidays) and so its the best solution. And I love being with him. He lives at the couast and I could go to the beach by bike.
We always have been very close. When I was younger we often slept in one bed or I slipped under the covers, when I woke up. When I started maturing hetold me we can not do it any longer. I asked why, but he didnt answer.
I knew he has had problems with it because I had noticed his penis got large and hard, when we snuggled. I think that has been unpleasant for him. I did not mind. For me it was exciting.
I don't know what to do. I've seen him often at the door to my room (its no door, just a curtain) watching me. I'm getting hot when I notice him standing outside and sometimes I do a little show for him (undressing for example). And some weeks ago I started masturbating (I did at home for some months already). I did not dare doing it here, dont know why.
It is much more exciting, getting naked and touch my pussy, when I know, Grandpa is outside and watches me all the time. I fantasize about what He might be doing on the other side of the curtain.
I have seen pictures of boys doing themselves (given round at school all the time) and I imagine my Grandpa doing that too. When I think about it, I dont have to wait for my orgasm.
What should I do? What did you do in such a situation?