Trying to feel something

This ended up happening a little bit after my mom passed away I was in a bad place in my life and felt like I needed to do something to make myself feel better. I thought that maybe if I had sex I would feel better. so I ended up going bar hopping with a friend of mine I haven't had sex in a while and have always been really picky about who I end up with. I have people interested in me but have always felt like I can't get with every guy that wants to make a pass at me. so it is about a half an hour till closing time and my friend and I end up bumping into some guys that we meant another times went out the other night my friend keeps on trying to convince me to hook up with this guy because she wants his friend. my friend isn't that pretty and she tries to use me like that to get with guys. So anyway I think about it and I think I need to hook up with somebody so I start looking at him and the more I look at him I feel like I'm out of his league he is not very attractive and overweight I have kind of a pretty face and most of my family says I should be a model I'm pretty curvy and have a small waist and a bubble butt so I feel like I would normally never hook up with a guy like him as we are talking he tells me he knows my mother.I was raised by my grandparents and don't really know that much about my mom. so I'm really curious I was wondering if he was lying to get into my pants. My mom is Native American and was on the reservation and he is Native American and told me he was living right by her so as I'm trying to decide it turns out its closing time so I end up going home with him because I want to learn about my mom.when we get back to his place I end up asking about her but he doesn't tell me much I end up having a few drinks so my memory get's a little blurry I remember we were making out and I'm sitting at the edge of the bed and he takes my shirt off and starts playing with my tits and I start blowing him and he taking off my pants he takes me by the hand and leads me to the middle of the bed and leads me over top of him I end up going down on him. it didn't really last very long and he ends up giving me a ride home and then I end up falling asleep. I end up waking up to him in my backyard knocking at the door I have a lot of family there and don't want them to know about him so I quickly ran outside and talk to him and convince him to come back later so hey ends up coming back later that night and I end up going driving around with him and I try to ask more about my mom but the things that he is telling me I already know about her so as he is dropping me off at home we end up fooling around in his truck behind my house has that's going on I know that's my family is looking out the window my towards us and I say to him that I don't want my family to notice and he assured me that they don't even know what is truck looks like and they would never find out.the neighbor has a truck that looks just like his and there is a lot of snow coming down and I could tell my family thinks that we are the neighbors. And then he asked me to take down my pants so I start to and I see him pull down his pants and I feel his dick rub on my pussy and then I feel I am slowly shove it in me. And then I start to think about it and come to the realization that I'm having unprotected sex with a stranger in front of my family and then I start to notice things. he is overweight and it feels heavy I can feel scars on his body pressing up against my skin he doesn't feel like the rest of the guys I've been with that are in shape and look good. And I start to notice his breath smells and his stomach is pushing into me. And as he has me in doggystyle bent over f****** me I noticed my family is watching the truck move back and forth. I feel his hands on my hips squeezing hard. and he starts to pull me into him harder has I hear the sound of slapping has my ass is bouncing off of him then he starts to c** and I get really shocked that was the first time somebody has c** in me . I start to realize what I'm doing and I start to panic and quickly grab my things and get out of the truck and start to head to the house I look up and realize that my whole family realizes that it was me in car most of my family thinks I'm a virgin they would have never thought I would do something like that I look at their faces and I see everybody looks shocked and a lot of them look like they are having a hard time making sense of what they just seen. So I panic and run to the side of my house and go in the side door and run into my room and sit down. So my grandpa comes in and asked me if we need to talk about what you just seen. So I start to make something up and act like I've known the guy for a while and my grandpa ends up inviting him to dinner. I was surprised because I was wanting to get rid of the guy we ended up having dinner the next day and I found out that he didn't even know my mom..

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