Next step complete
I’ve always masturbated to gay porn and she makes and fantasised about sucking dick and getting fucked. I’ve slowly been taking small steps.
First it was wearing girls underwear.
Then fingering my ass when wanking.
Then online flirting with men.
bought a dildo and fuck my ass.
Next step completed: I’ve just been to the shop in a thong and made sure people could see it before heading up to the local public toilet that has a gloryhole and showing my ass of through it to a guy wanking.
He stuck his dick through but I couldn’t bring myself to suck it just yet. I wish I had though. I just got nervous.
Stop thinking of sucking cock or getting your bum rammed you will be very sorry if you don't, continue crossdressing thats a good thing plus wanking neither will hurt anything