I slept with my friends dad
Ok what i did was so bad, i fell out with my friend real bad on a night out but after an hour or so apart i found her getting chucked out this bar on her own with two guys trying to take her back to theirs, so after telling them to fuck off i called her dad and he came and picked us up. but as we where waiting she confessed to me that she kissed my ex boyfriend and it was her fault we broke up. angry and pissed off i stayed quiet and after her dad picked us up and he took her up to bed, i stayed downstairs and got very upset. by the time he came back down he saw that i had been crying and tryed to comfort me.
now hes like 50 bald and not hot at all and he's always been abit of a pervert towards me but you know what some men are like. but i was angry upset and drunk and i kissed him.
this then led into us sitting down on the sofa with him putting his hands up my top and then down under my skirt and at that point i just thought “why not” i didn't have to wait long and his head was between my legs licking me out and fuck me he was good at that. he got me so close to cuming that i had to stop him and i got on my knees and repaid the favour. soon after hed stripped naked, taken everything off me apart for my ankle boots (he seemed to like them) and was on top of me inside me.
im afraid to say i didnt ask him about condoms i just accepted it and although the sex started off normal soft and sensual over time we changed positions and it got more rougher and degrading than im normally used to. slapping spitting and hair pulling so u get the idea. amazingly he did make me cum and not long after he came in me. followed by pushing my head down so id clean him up which was disgusting. after he went up to bed and i slept on the sofa and cried as i could believe what i had done.
however next day (sunday) my thoughts had changed on the matter and i felt different about it, its only last night (wednesday) iv been messaging him and hinting about doing it again, am i that wrong and sick? this guy is disgusting and hes like 50 and im 19, its so wrong but i just seem to want more. am i that sick? what is wrong with me?