I like to watch her, even if I shouldn't
My wife died shortly after our daughter graduated college, so she decided to come back home and live with me so I wouldn't be alone while I recovered from such a blow. Eventually she ended up staying, as she found a decent job in our hometown. We've been living together for the past 5 years now. I've been back on my feet for a while now, and for my daughter's sake, I've insisted that it'd be ok for her to move out and continue with her life. She's a smart, independent and pretty, 27 year old woman dedicated to taking care of me instead of being out travelling, or dating, or going to parties.
She claims she's fine, but I guess she's rather frustrated, and I can understand it. Only once did she ever bring another man home for dinner, and I never heard from him again. If she's frustrated, at least sexually, it would explain her frenetic jerking off every night.
You see, our house isn't very big, our rooms are very close to each other. She likes to sleep naked, so she always closes her door. But sometimes I guess she's careless, because there are times it doesn't shut correctly, so it cracks a little bit open. One such night I heard her moaning, and my parenting instinct told me to see if she was alright. "Maybe stomach ache", I thought. I only realised what was up until I looked through the door crack. I looked at the exact moment she came from stuffing a huge dildo inside her... and I was turned on. I didn't admit it to myself then, but it was such a beautiful sight.
I came back for more the next night, and the next... and it has been going on for months, sometimes with her door shut, sometimes slightly open. And I feel very drawn to her because she's basically a younger clone of her mom, all the way from the color of her hair, to the shape of her eyes, to the sound of her moans and the size of her tits.
It's come to the point where I have jerked off thinking of her. Not her mom. It's my daughter who I've fantasized about fucking, and I'm very confused now. I wouldn't act on that attraction, but I feel ashamed and incredibly turned on by the thought. Jerking off has never felt this good for me, I have to say. Has anyone else her ever had that fantasy? Is it normalto have it, as long as I don't act on it.