A mother in Love

My mother began dating another guy 4 years after dad passed away,Darren was 35 and mum was 55 then, he's actually a year younger than me and after a year of dating I discovered that he and mum were going on nudist holidays when I found some photos of them in mum's wardrobe and it wasn't just nudist resorts they were also swinging resorts and I looked at mum being fucked by other men too aswell as Darren, I had to say something to Darren and he was quite open about it to me saying that he'd talked mum into going dogging firstly and told me details of what went on, then they started going to swinging clubs and I was shocked at what Darren said! Your mother was very shy at first but you should see her now Richard! If she doesn't get 6 or more cocks inside her she's disappointed! You're having me on Darren! Then I watched a video of my mother being gangbanged and it made me hard, Darren said that the nudist resorts they go to are full of single men so he gave me the dates that he and mum were going and myself and my mate Lee booked to go to, Darren and I kept in touch constantly and they got there a day before us,we checked in and were shown around the resort, Lee and I got naked and went outside to look around,Darren text me asking if I'd settled in and said that he and mum were at the beach bar,Lee and I walked down and I immediately saw mum sitting down totally naked talking to Darren and another guy, her big tits were swinging from side to side as the other guy flirted with her,I texted Darren to say I was at the bar and he came over to us, his cock was huge, Lee said I can see why your mother is with Darren Richard laughing!

Who's that guy mum is talking to I asked Darren? She'll be fucking him later on! Fuck me really Lee said? Cmon let's go and surprise her Richard Darren said! The three of us walked over to my mother and this guy when Darren said look who I've found at the bar to my mother!mum was clearly quite drunk, omg richard what on earth are you doing here? And omg Lee aswell! This is my son richard she said to the guy and his friend Lee,we shook hands and he introduced himself as Adrian, your mother is a very interesting woman richard if you don't mind me saying, come here sweetheart mum said to me getting up to give me a hug! I felt her tits press against my chest then she hugged Lee,she dropped her glass in the process and bent over to pick it up giving me and Lee a great view of her arsehole!

She stood back up and saw us looking at her arse! I hope you weren't looking at my bum you two mum said hiccuping! No no we weren't Lee said! Oh really! So what's that Lee? Lee hadn't realised his cock was hard and he tried to cover it!

Later that night Darren had told me which cabin he and mum were in so having quite a lot to drink lee and I quietly went to try and get a look, we had more than a little look! Not only was Adrian,Darren and mum there, there was another guy there too and all of them were fucking my mother from behind on the sofa! Darren had his cock in mum's mouth and saw Lee and I in the window! He winked at us knowing that we could hear him and he said to my mother! Are you ready to get your arse fucked Sonia? Mmm I thought you'd never ask me Darren mum responded! I looked at Lee's cock and he looked at mine and we were both hard seeing my mother about to be fucked in her arsehole! Darren is one filthy man and he started talking to mum about seeing both Lee and I earlier on, what would Richard think of his mother know if he could see you getting fucked by all of us Sonia? I didn't say anything at the time but did you notice Richard's cock was hard to Darren?

Mom and I desired each other. If you both want it then go for it. It’s so safe and erotic. You will be amazed.

Your the adult here, tell him to go to his own room and start looking for an apartment. You need to both get real relationships with people who aren't your kin!

My sister and I accompanied our mum back to her house after a family funeral,thanks for bringing me home mum said and offered us both a drink and stay for a bit, we started telling old stories and my sister says remember we caught him wanking mum? They both laughed and mum said how could I forget! What do you mean I asked? For a teenager you were pretty big my mother said! Is it true men shrink with age my sister joked!! Not this man I said, what's so special about you sis said? I'm just saying my cock is the same size if not bigger I said! Ooff bigger my mum said who told you that? Me! What you reckon I said to them? Aahh they laughed hysterically he's telling the truth! Don't ask me why but my cock was getting hard pretty fast! My hand won't get around that my sister said! Have a try I said! They were laughing so much then her hand grabbed my cock, it's so thick mum look ! I can see that as her hand then grabbed me! It didn't take long for me to cum I can tell you

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My 34 year old mother and I have slept together as long as I can remember but every time I'd get a boner at night I'd turn my back to her.
One night when I was 15 I was sleeping hard and mom crawled into bed and snuggled up against my front and the opportunity came and went, awhile later tho it came back again and this time my hard coc k was between her thighs right against her ass and pussy as I pulled back pre cum leaked outta me and I slipped right back in time and time again getting her wetter by the minute then I came and god did I ever.
Did that for several nights then I entered mom's puss and sunk my coc k deep into her from then on that's the way it's been.

When my son was in his early teens he had to sleep with me his mom for a few nights because of a leaking roof, when we got in bed I made sure my night dress was pulled well down covering my bottom, during the night I awoke to find my nightie up my back as it can happen when you move around, my back was wet and sticky I know what it was, ime not sure if he had a wet dream or not, the same happened the night after and more nights till the roof was fixed,
I scolded myself for enjoying it, and wanting it again, how bad am I.

He HAD to sleep in your bed?! Yeahright. You have no other surface in your house for either of you to bed down for a couple days? No couch, no chair, no table, no floor??? If this is a real story you're a sick perv.

You say he gets erections in his sleep well there is your opportunity, to give him a wank or a blow job while he is sleeping a blowjob will be best he will think its a wet dream at first, he will wake when he ejaculate, then you can pretend to be asleep your self and see how things develop, after a while he will realise, but you may still have to make the first move, I am speaking from experience, if you want to chat about anything. I am, Von, ide love to hear from you Barb xxx

So I boldly moved forward last night. As soon as he got into bed I sidled up to him, almost nose to nose. I put his arms around me and gazed deep into his eyes. I asked if he liked the new turn our relationship has taken. “Yes”, he said eagerly. I asked if he’d like it to go further. He looked at my breasts and nodded. At that I told him I was his, that he could have me. And I motioned for him to roll up on top. It was his first time and I find that especially special. We made love twice without stopping and I hardly slept because of it. I feel like I just got a new boyfriend. I’m so excited where this is going. But the fear in me wonders if it was a mistake. What if he doesn’t want me some day? But nothing I can do about that now. Barb

There is no going back now he has penetrated you, I felt a bit strange after the first time and thought not again, but the following day he grabbed me and I didn't resist now its permeant

Again, the first responder here.
Good for you. It's okay to be worried, but I think you'll have to own the fact that there'sno turning back now. Sure, he might not want you after some time, but that's true in every kind of relationship. Then again, he might want you for a very long time.
If the key to every relationship is communication, for one such as this it's essential. You'll have doubts, feel pressured by the awareness of the taboo, feel "dirty" or wrong. Talk it out, find comfortable ground for both. That's the way my son and I have been together for seven years and still going strong (it also helps that we moved abroad where no one knew us. People still frown upon us because we look as a cougar that caught a poor young man, but they wouldn't know we're mother and son unless they bother to look at our birth certificates).
Just communicate, get rid of the taboos and enjoy yourselves. I, for one, admit that this is the best relationship I've ever had, emotionally and sexually. Just let go.

The first time I woke up to my mom playing with me I was scared and confused but after a few minutes of her telling me to just lay back and relax I began to really enjoy it.

OP here with an update.
So these feelings have gotten 10x stronger since I first confessed them. It came over me last night when I once again woke to him spooning me, holding my breasts, hard as he could get. I reached around and gently took his penis in my hand. My middle and index fingers on the bottom side, my thumb on the top, just behind the head. I gently began working him this way. I got a similar reaction from him, nothing new. But I kept going. I worked him until he ejaculated on my ass. Then I became aware he was awake. He apologized. I told him he had no reason to and that I wanted to relieve him. Then I took his arm, out it around me and said “just hold me and let’s sleep”. He did. Nothing else was said though I know neither of us was asleep for a good while. I feel we’ve turned a corner. But I know a conversation must happen now. But I’m still so scared. Maybe I could have sex with him first? Then he’d surely be more receptive? I’m not sure. Barb

Me again, the woman who first responded.
I think you're basically at a point of no return now and something's gotta give. BUT if not only he didn't back away, but he was awake and let you please him that way, I think it's safe to assume that in the worst case scenario, he's open to the idea. But it looks like he wanst you too, and might be as scared as you are to make a move.
Again, only you can assess what's the right move since you know him best. Maybe sex out the gate is just what you need, or maybe that's way too aggressive (I, for one, felt raped when I found my son's cum on my panties at first, so imagine how I felt when he forced himself on me). But you're gonna have to tackle the elephant in the room, so you might as well set it up in a gentle environment and talk about it.

I was so hoping you’d comment again. I asked him yesterday morning if he was okay with things. He turned red, looked at his shoes, and nodded. I said “I am”. He looked up, smiled, then immediately back at the floor when our eyes met. I said “I’m glad” and dropped it there, not sure how to proceed. Last night we held each other as usual, and I relieved him again, only face to face this time. I asked him again if he was okay. He smiled ear to ear and said “yes” in a cracking voice. He wasn’t up yet when I left this morning. I think tonight may be the night, but I’m not sure if we should have a big talk first, or break the sexual tension first. I’m so glad I’ve found you. Barb

It's very difficult and tricky to assess if your feelings are reciprocal: if they are not and you make a move, it could be disastrous and ruin your relationship forever.
I'm also a mother, and I've been in a secret but very fulfilling relationship with my son for a few years now, so I'm very open minded in that regard (love is love, they say). But we did have a very rocky start, it was actually him who felt sexually attracted to me at first, and we had a big falling out when he came forward with his feelings. I eventually came around and realized I wanted him too, but for a few days it almost seemed like our relationship was doomed: it is the taboo of incest, after all, and coming to terms with our own feelings can be confusing.
Just be careful in your approach and if you start to see he feels the same way, go for it! And if he doesn't, have the will you need to accept that, or else you risk losing him forever (or worse). For my part, my relationship with my son was very similar to yours: it was only the two of us, I became a mom barely after turning 16, and we were always very close. I could tell he lusted for me when he hit puberty and I started finding semen on my dirty panties that could only be his. After our falling out we became lovers, practically like any other couple, when he was 19. We moved abroad after he graduated and have been lovers for 7 years, the most fulfilled I have ever been.

OP here, how did he make it known?
It seems it should be fairly simple to entice a young man into sex, but as you said, the stakes are very high, being his mother.
A couple nights ago, I became aware he had an errection in his sleep. I found myself playing with it, just a little. Then I backed my bare ass against it and tried to lay perfectly still, hoping he’d wake up and do something. I woke sometime later to find him holding me, his hand on my breast, spooning very tight. I wish I knew if he did this purposely. I’m so scared to make a move. And advice is more than welcome. Barb

Back then, it actually bothered me to find his semen in my dirty panties, it made me feel "invaded", for a lack of a better word. And it went on for years, up until he was 19, so I intentionally set things up to catch him red handed and confront him about it. When I did, he broke down in tears and confessed his feelings to me... which I rejected at first. It wasn't a nice moment, in his desperation he tried to force himself on me. I had to fight him off and forbade him from coming back home. It took nearly a month for me to come around and search for him, after realizing I did want him. We made love for the first time the night I asked him back.
I was way too lucky, as you can see, so I really don't recommend confronting him upfront, it can backfire catastrophically. The only one that can possibily assess your chances accurately is you, but it sounds to me that he's attracted to you at the very least: sleeping nude with your own mother isn't conventional by any standard, much less at his age, and it would seem like he might have even touched you while you were asleep. Perhaps he could make a move if you keep on trying the same tactic.

Indeed sleeping the way we do isn’t conventional. But when we’ve always been so open, it’s not necessarily sexual either. But you do raise a good point. I hadn’t considered he’d possibly played with me while I slept. This idea had me so excited last night, I tried to pretend to sleep as long as possible, hoping he’d do just that. But nothing happened. But I did once again wake in the night to him spooning me, holding my breasts, and he was fully erect between my cheeks. I ground back against him but he never moved. So he was either sound asleep, or he was pretending. I want him so much. I so wanted to take him in my mouth, but that’s definitely a risky move. Barb

Has he ever accidentally caught you doing anything sexual, like masturbating? What would his reaction to that would be? What if you did the spooning and put your hand on him? How does he respond to that? What does he do with his erection?

So far whenever I’ve done that he’s been asleep, or pretending to be. He’s never caught me masterbating that I know of.

What does he do with his erection? What if you did the spooning and put your hand on him?

He groans when I touch it. Even works his hips a bit. I find it between my legs or cheeks.