Perfect storm
I cheated on my husband last week. It totally was unplanned. I was at a conference near the beach with a coworker and we stayed overnight. Anyway, after the conference we went back to the hotel, which overlooked the beach. It was a very romantic spot with a beautiful view. My coworker (Nick 32m) and I (37f) had some drinks at the bar, and we were a little tipsy, but not smashed or anything. Before going to bed in our separate rooms, we decided to walk on the beach, since it had been years since any of us had done that.
The weather was perfect, the sunset was amazing, and we were having a great time chatting. We talked about how nice it would have been to have had our spouses there, since the scene was so romantic. Nick said maybe we should give each other kisses with our eyes closed and pretend that we were kissing our spouses. I laughed and said, "Sure," closed my eyes, and puckered up. Nick kissed me quickly once, but then kissed me again, with a little tongue. I kissed him back, but said, “You need to save that one for your wife, but you do that really well.” We kissed one more time, this one lasted a while. There was something about how he kissed and smelled that was so electric. I briefly ran a hand across his crotch and I could tell that he was erect.
He then whispered, “Wanna?” and I knew what he meant. We looked around, and the beach was empty, so I dropped my skirt and panties and we fucked on the beach doggy style, since I didn't want sand to get on my ass or in my vag. The whole vibe was amazing, and he creamed me good, he was so hot. I regret it, but it seemed so right at the time.
Why the regret? Things like that dont have to affect your relationship. Its separate.
Was what you did wrong? Absolutely, no doubt. Was it incredibly hot? Absolutely! No doubt! A married woman giving in to her body's cravings is SO erotic!
If you ended up making it just a one time thing, good for you. We're all human, and there's no sense in ruining your life and your husband's life over a single mistake. It's an exciting memory you can treasure privately.
But I won't lie. I hope that this turned out to be the start of the flood, and that it lead you to an ongoing adventure of giving in to every temptation, embracing pleasure, and becoming a fully fledged hotwife!
Consider also the possibility that hearing about this will turn your husband on. More husbands than you think share the fetish of sharing their wives. Porn sites are packed with men who crave finding out that their wives are being indiscriminately unfaithful!
Perfect situations get to me too. Some of may favorite times was when I gave a teen a BJ in the tram we were made to share at an amusement park when I was a preteen. Another favorite was when I was 15. I was with my family at a park pool. I heard a woman going off on a boy for getting caught peeking in on our locker-room. Before I could think it through, I interrupted and said he was my little brother. He was 'special' and my mom ordered me to keep him with me. So I did. He was right next to me when I showered and changed back into my clothes. After that lady left I brought him back into the ladies locker room so I could change back into my swim suit and rejoin my family. We kept exchanging smiles until I had to leave with my family. The last one I'll share was NOT my fault. I was pregnant, in the hospital to get an exam. They had me get naked and put this paper sheet over me and get on the bed. The lady doctor came in and said she had my husband with her. My husband was at work so I was surprised he got off work to be with me. Well it WASN'T my husband! He was a total stranger to me, but cute. We locked eyes and both blushed. The doctor didn't notice and started in on me. I didn't say anything and neither did he. He saw EVERYTHING of me!
I don't see that you did anything really wrong here. Just keep it a secret, and don't fuck him again.
Now you've done it. It's only fair now that you each tell your spouses what you did, and allow them to fuck each other, that's the only way to restore the balance, honor, and equality back into your marriages. Otherwise the guilt will slowly overwhelm you and destroy you and your marriage forever. Unless, of course, you're just a fucking whore, in which case it will not bother you at all.
Keep doing it. I’m currently pregnant by my adulterous lover.
Would love to hear about that