(I'll call her Zara for the story).
I met Zara over social media a few years back and she was different... you know? I was 16, she was 15 and she was dating someone at the time.
When she turned 16, she broke up with her boyfriend and obviously, being good friends, I was there to comfort her.
Not knowing this girl had many mental illnesses, I.e Schizophrenia. I carried it on until we started making out. We never had sex that night, but she gave great oral sex.
This started becoming more of a thing, most days really. Then, in a Decembers one year, we started dating. It only lasted a year, until we had a fight, but I loved this girl intentionally and crazily I would do anything for this lass.
We broke up, and it was rough, I felt like I had lost my left arm over something silly. I later found out she met a guy behind my back, but nothing ever happened.
I'm now in a current relationship with a girl for 2 years, but I can't stop thinking about "zara". It's killing me. What do I do?