Homophobe Friend Let Me Suck Him Off
I’ve been friends with this guy for 6 years, and recently I’ve been catching feelings for him. Normally telling a friend that you “like-like” them is easy, but my pal happens to be a homophobe. I’ve been in the closet for a while, and only a few family members know that I’m gay. The only reason why I haven’t told him is because I know that if I do, he’ll stop talking to me.
It’s been in the last week that I’ve started to fantasize sucking him off. Deepthroating his cock and drinking down his cum, and taking his dick in my ass a few minutes later. I’ve masturbated to it for a while, and decided to come onto him after we both had a few drinks at his place. I thought his mind might be more open to “suggestions”.
2 beers later, the conversation turns sexual. I ask him if he’s ever thought about fucking a gay, even if it’s a one-time thing. He says no, and I ask “Well, would you let a gay blow you?” He says “Might. Depends how good they are.”
Not-so-long story short, I went down on him. Sucked him off while he sat on the couch. He didn’t say much about it, and I could tell he was deliberately avoiding my gaze. I normally keep eye contact with a person as I blow them, but he refused to look. After I drank his cum, I asked him if I could ride him. He said no and told me to leave.
Next time we saw each other, he pretended he didn’t remember what happened. Said he “must have had too much”. I’m pretty sure he wouldn’t let me do it again, but I’m glad he let me suck his dick. I’m only disappointed he didn’t let me ride him. That would have made my fantasy come to life 110%.