Enema
32 year old F, married apparently normal....
when I was young I had an aunt (the husband was my mother's brother but he had died) that I stayed with during Summer that used to give me enemas to punish me for anything I had done or hadn't. As I grew up, my fetish for enemas has grown a lot and I have always owned one. in my past relationships I have had sometimes to lie in order to be given one and many times this has affected the way my boyfriends have seen me or judged me. I got married and for a few years, infatuated with love, I left my fetish behind. Until I met my new neighbor, who is a nurse. She is younger than I am and quite "butch" and once she was telling me this story on how she gets always chosen to perform enemas at the hospital on all patients and the fetish and the desire was back, right in front of me. So I took the courage one day to invite her over and ask for her help because I was seriously constipated, I said and because of what she had told me she could do.... after the first time, I basically asked her every week, until one day as she was giving me the enema, inserting the nozzle, she told me bluntly that she knew I was all fine and that was my fetish, my kink and that was ok and she wasn't going to tease me or anything but as a matter of fact she was happy to do it as long as I agreed to please her. I am not into women, but my fetish took over and has now taken over and I please her twice a week, in order to get my enema.
I too was given enemas as a child for almost any reason by my Nanny. I got punishment as well as "cleansing" ones.
I had the wonderful opportunity to me a neighbor lady who was also a nurse - she still gives those to me weekly (wife does not know).
I'm a normal male besides this... well, she does spank a bit too - but I completely understand where your at.
Hugs and good wishes!!
jon
jotom99@yahhoo.com