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Years ago I had a pretty life changing sickness and it left me catatonic for weeks. My then girlfriend was not going to take care of me, she told all my friends this, bitch. Afterwards I was my old self within a week but our relationship was done.
I was left with memory issues and a hefty case of PTSD and my now girlfriend took me in and nursed me back. It was a really tough year and I owe it all to her there is no doubt about it.
I know who I am and I know if I didn't get sick and not remember myself, I would not be with her now. She is almost twice my weight and smokes. Happy she doesn't smoke around me or when she knows that I'm coming to see herald saves me from smoker's breath, but to weigh 275lbs? The old me wouldn't have a relationship with her. Maybe fuck every now and then but not publicly call her mine.
I know it sounds awful but it's who I am. To make things worse, my not being attracted to her is becoming noticeable to her. On the rare occasion of us having sex, I can't keep it up let alone have a climax. I'm ready to bust and I tell her so and say all the things I want to do, but on the day, nothing happens.
I said earlier, I owe her and to be honest she is my best friend and I have grown to love her child. So much so, whenever I think of breaking up, I rethink it all because in my head the kid is mine too.
I really don't know what to do?
Help I looked up my daughter I knighty as she slept n she looked sexy
If you don't love her, it's only fair to tell her, and break up with her. If it's only her weight that you don't like, then yeah, you are probably a quite shallow person, but you should tell her the truth, she desrves to know that. Maybe she's willing to lose some weight, but very unlikely. Bottom line is, life is too short to spend it with someone you don't wanna be with, but keep in mind, if you ever get sick or injured again, it's very rare to find a woman who will stand by your side like she did.
"you really don't know what to do?" put her on a diet, duh.