I have decided to become submissive to my husband

I have always had these submissive fantasies. I have always been attracted to very dominant, aggressive men. The first time I met my husband I was at a party with my boyfriend of two years. He walked in with this dumb little bitch and I could tell right away she was not going to keep him. He was so much out of her league. I wondered what he saw in her but then, I was with Bill who was less boyfriend than I wanted.
Tom was tall, handsome with broad shoulders and a killer ass. He knew how he looked in jeans and he did flaunt it. You could even see a bulge in front that those tight jeans could not hide. Blue eyes and a boyish smile that made all the women want to screw him.
It was getting really late and everyone was drunk/high including me. My boyfriend had too much to drink and wanted to leave, I wanted to see where Tom and his girl went off to. I had watched them sneak into the back yard so I followed. Around the corner there was this short wall and behind it was her bent over and Tom was giving it to her hard. He had her hair in his hand, his pants where around his ankles and her top was off.
There was another couple and two of the single guys. I was getting really hot, mostly fantasizing about being her when he came with a grunt. He just pulled out and then one of the single guys took his place.
I was freaking going crazy horny watching this girl take it like that. No resistance at all, just letting them do what they wanted. I so wanted to be that girl, the type that would let herself enjoy whatever sexual needs she had. By this time she was obviously getting off.
The second guy finished and then the other single guy went at her. I was in need of something between my legs really bad when Tom came up to me and asked if I enjoyed the show or would I like to be part of it! I swear I had an orgasm right then and there but I didn't let on. I just said I had to go and turned. I looked back and Tom was standing there watching me walk away staring at my ass. I wondered how he would feel inside of me?
I went back to find my boyfriend and told him it was time to leave. We went back to his place and screwed but I was so disappointing in him as usual I decided I deserved more than he was able to give me. I just waited until he fell asleep and left him a note before I drove home.
If I would have had the nerve and thought the party was still going on I would have driven back and let them boys have their way with me but instead I just masturbated all the way home and then found my favorite toy to finish off.
I would write more but husband is getting up and I have to give him his morning coffee and suck him dry while he drinks it and reads the news.

By Anonymous

Desire CONFESSION

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