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Forced to have sex (sorry but long)
A couple of months ago, a professor of mine wanted me to give him a blow job and he wanted to pay me for it. He found out that I was a part-time exotic dancer. I told him no. He said that if I didn't that he'd put a video online of me at a bachelor's party. I am occasionally hired, under the table, go to bachelor parties as an exotic dancer. I didn't believe him until he showed me the video. The video showed me doing things that I wouldn't do on the job. He hadn't been at the bachelor's party but he got the video from one of the guys that was there. I was terrified that he'd do it and that I would someone would find out and I get fired from my job. I'm not supposed to work anywhere else while I am an exotic dancer, even though I am only part-time. So, I gave him a blow job. Then, a few days later, he stopped me before I left class. When everyone left and we were alone, he told me that if I didn't meet him at a hotel that weekend that he'd show it to my boss. I agreed but told him that I didn't want to do it. We met at a hotel in a town that was a couple of hours away. He had another guy there to videotape us having sex. When he told me that, I told he, "Hell no." Then he grabbed me and forced me on the bed. He pulled my skirt and panties off and stuck his penis into me. I've had sex before but it hurt when he went into me. I told him that he was hurting me. He told me to shut up and called me a whore. He said that a girl like me needed a guy like him to show me who was boss and that I needed to be with a real man. I started crying and he slapped me. He came inside of me. Then he spent made me masturbate in front of him. He made me act some of his fantasies, one of which was to act like a virgin. I had to tell him that he had a huge penis and that he had the biggest penis that I had ever seen. He made me tell him that he was the best lover that I had ever had. When he had his second erection he pulled on my hair and pushed me to the floor. I was still crying. He told me to suck his penis and he kept pushing his penis farther into my mouth. I had to stop and throw up. That didn't stop him though. He pushed me back onto the bed, knelt down and pushed my legs apart, and started to kiss my pussy before sticking his tongue inside of me. He also sucked and licked my nipples. I was crying still and told him to stop, especially after he started to bite my nipples. He didn't think that he was hurting me. He made me get on top of him. I had to ride his penis. He made me get off of him when he was about to cum. He told me to open my mouth, then he squirted his cum into my mouth, and made me swallow. I did but then I threw up. He told me that if I ever old told anyone that he would force me to have sex with him and that he would make me have anal sex.
I was in so much pain when I left that I had to go to the hospital. I had to get my best friend, who happens to be a guy, to take me because I hurt so much. He had pushed his penis so far into me and so hard that I was bleeding. I had had sex before but never that rough. My best friend kept asking me what happened. He had never seen me so upset. He knew that I worked as a part-time exotic dancer. He kept telling me to be careful and that if I ever felt unsafe to call him. I should've called him but I was scared. I finally broke down and told him what happened. He was the one that got me to file the police report and stayed with me while I was at the hospital. I was thankful that for my best friend that night. He actually slept on the couch at my apartment. I don't think that he even slept that night. He was so nice to me. I don't deserve to have a friend like him.
I just hate myself for getting myself into this situation. I was only working as an exotic dancer because I used to dance and gymnastics when I was younger. The pay is decent and was only meant to help pay for tuition, rent, food, etc.
I call bullshit on this. You wouldn't have gotten admission into college being this stupid. Why not just report him. He'd get in troubled for raping you, for using his position of power over you, oh so many things could have really fucked over his life. Any woman who even gave this a moment's consideration would have said, ok, I gotta report him, or maybe go, turn on my phone recording and get it on record before leaving. I'm sure you could subpoena the cameraman by giving him a deal to turn on professor pervert.
Seriously though, if this is true and I hope its not. It's not too late to report him. It's easy to fall victim to a genuinely evil sick scumbag, it could happen to a lot of respectable people. If so, you've got to forgive yourself if you think it's your fault, because its not your fault. I mean this is the best possible way but you should get counseling to help putting your feelings into proper perspective.
Sorry that happened to you. I was in a kind of similar situation a very High-end club that I worked I did see A doctor That I had seen vicariously as a patient was there with a party they were spending money like crazy basically showering people with money at that party Each of us made thousands! His office contacted me about maybe 2 weeks later Saying it was time for me to come in from my regular appointment so when I went there I could see by his face that he recognized me from the party He didn't say anything until after the examination When I was getting dressed he said; Thank you for not saying anything about me being at the party It's okay I only do that once in a while It's good money I need the money yes I understand he said but thank you again Then he said you know I have no excuses for going to a party like that but believe it or not I'm lonely I guess I don't have anytime to meet someone or have no idea where I could meet the right person So going to that party was really helpful In Just relaxing getting rid of some stress! The way that he looked at me I felt so sorry for him I said well I know people who Would actually see you privately You know I don't think it would cost that much ...I don't know I don't know if I can see a stranger like that I don't know it's kind of you to offer Then I don't know why I did it I just said well I would like to see you Occasionally if you would like to.....so we still see each other. Sweet man
You need to take a bold move to stop this blackmail. what state you are in? I may be able to give some telephone numbers from your state to help you. Gina
Stick close to that friend and cherish him. Because you never know when you find anyone in your life who is as kind and loving as him. I'm sorry for you had to go through and like the other person before me said I hope the bastard gets locked up.
You poor girl, I hope this monster got the jail which is what he deserves, and if he does and the other inmates find out then he will need to be put in solitary confinement, this is rape, and rapists should get the death penalty, I hope it hasn't scarred you psycholigically too much, but I wish you well and I hope you never have to go through that again....best wishes to you.