Out of the blue

We're pretty close I guess...as friends. He trusts me a bit too much and is often adorably sweet and hilariously nice/goofy. He's really good looking but he has been single for an awfully long time...I'm not sure what happens though I often see him with pretty girls and then it falls apart lol...I guess it's the life of a male model? Initially I felt disgusted and angry when he randomly started sending me dick pics one morning...now I'm almost used to them I guess maybe they make me feel turned on? I'm not exactly sure...I write pretty intense erotica and am really good at turning him on. I feel evil because he doesn't know there's a recording app I use to record all his snaps. I'm genuinely not sure why I do it but a very small part of me is I guess wary and wants to make sure she has the upper hand here. After his moaning and groaning about me not sending him anything I sent him something, which I feel pretty stupid about now but I guess I listened to him because he had after all shared just about everything with me and I had just sat through it. He is very hot...I'm just not entirely sure what his need to do this is. He generally does this and vanishes for a few days. I miss the days when he would send me adorable selfies and pictures and videos that would make me laugh at his goofiness. I wish I could understand what he wants from me other than what he said that he wants me to be head of his PR one day...he wants me to have my own part of his house and my own house that he buys and a Gucci bag and a plane...I hate materialistic things and I'm just lost completely. I often wonder if he's gay but he has a killer crush on someone quite obviously female and pretty big in their industry...nothing really makes any sense and people who know us say that we seem to have an adorable connection? His relatives and friends know me....everyone does....everything he started with the dick pics and videos was just so random...it started with a random video of his arm shimmering in the sun and him laughing that he was like the vampire from twilight and him laughing at his feet soaked in a bathtub.

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