Am I Alone
I am not really sure how to begin. I guess I will introduce myself. My name is Amelia, I'm 42, and have two daughters. I have a job, I am married and for the most part a pretty "basic bitch".
When I was younger I was taught about sex and the pleasure of touch by my mother. At first I can only assume her wanting to teach me was all about love and understanding. However in time I started to become a well toy for her and my step fathers pleasure I imagine.
I have come to terms with what happened and try not to dwell on the past but learn from it I guess. My only vice now is when I am alone and my excitement is growing within I can't help but masturbate to those memories, mixing in thoughts and fantasies involving my own daughters.
Am I alone
You are not alone. I also masturbate thinking about your daughters.
I have masturbated while thinking of my daughters often, I think it is natural
My daughter asked me my thoughts on anal sex! Her boyfriend is asking her to try it! I said along as your OK with it and your ready that she would enjoy it, I don't think she thought that I'd had it myself! You and dad she cheekily said? What's so funny I asked? Nothing mum, it's just the thought of dad putting it up your bum! Has Jack got a big one (her boyfriend) take a look for yourself mum!! He was a pretty decent size ! Not bad I told her! What,so dad's is bigger then judging by your reaction! I then showed her her father's big dick!! Wow she said covering her mouth! I've had her dad's cock up my arse since our little chat and was thinking about Jack putting his cock in my daughter's arse whilst I was being fucked! I hope she tells me about her experience when they both try the amazing thing that is anal
I'd like to fuck you in front of your daughters while they touch themselves. Show them what it looks like for a woman please a man properly. Then I'll let you watch them practice on me.
I bet you're already grooming your daughters. It won't be long before your sitting in a chair watching them service their father like you taught them.
Open the "phone book"...and find yourself a person to talk to. A counselor - You do NOT want to pass this sad behavior on to your precious daughters!
Masturbate and fantasize about what happened to you - no problem - but you need to short-circuit that though about your daughters. You already know this.....
It is quite ok since you already have adjusted yourself quite well with the situation. You may think of replicating the situation wit your two daughters.