I got what I asked for

I'm a married crossdresser with a less than average penis that I enjoy being teased about. Over time, my wife only really pays me any attention if I'm wearing panties. If I wear boy clothes to bed, she'll kind of grunt or smirk and turn her back to me. If I wear a night gown and panties, if she feels like it, she will caress me and talk to me about pleasing real men and learning from them to be able to please her better. When I still got to enter her, I wasn't allowed to finish inside. She said only real men get to do that. She told me she didn't want to raise a sissy's baby especially if it was a boy. She never would agree to have my babies. To this day she says she loves me and would never leave me.

Our sex life wasn't the best as I don't last long. I was excited about a side effect of lexapro making me last a couple minutes. So, I bought a couple strap-ons and she loved them. I could go for ever wearing them and the noises she would make were incredible. I'd almost always make a mess in my panties. Just when I'd start to feel empowered, she'd tear me back down because she'd realized that I'd already climaxed just from using the toy on her.

Getting to the point... I was using an vibrator on her and she told me to get one of the strap-ons. I was excited and quickly returned expecting to make love to my wife (at least the way I'm used to now). I started to take off my gown when she asked what I was doing. I explained that it would get in the way when I put on the harness. Without waiver she told me it was for her to use on me. I stuttered a meek explanation that I didn't want to but she insisted and I of course submitted. As she is pumping in and out I asked when I'd get a turn. Her response was that this was my turn and if I wanted an orgasm with her this was how I would get it and I did. Very humbling looking down at my night gown covered chest and belly splattered with semen, my wife still leaning over me with sweat dripping on me. To this day, if I want an orgasm in her presence I have to ask her to make love to me. It's emasculating but I suppose over time I asked for it.

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