Used By Uncle and Cousins
Since I was 12 Ive been used by my uncle and three cousins repeatedly. Started while sleeping over my aunts. One night my uncle showed me porn then showed me how to masterbate. He even blew me and explained it was breaking me in. By the next weekend he did it again but made me suck him. He used a lube and fingered my butt then fucked me. The following weekend he brought my older cousins in to watch then made me suck all of them as he fucked me. Almost every weekend they would share me, sometimes forcing me against my will. Once they wanted it during the day while my aunt was gone and I said no. They carried me into her room and raped me for hours. Im 24 and they still fuck me.
Weird fantasy.
Are you complaining or bragging? Can I meet your uncle?
Yes was it nice. Im 15 and when i was ten my uncle popped my cherry and i cried at first. But after that him and my other two uncles done lots of stuff to me. Im confused because i realy liked it at times and other times i hated them doing it..
You were abused. The confusion is normal. You experienced sexual pleasure because you were stimulated. You associate the humiliation and dominance with the pleasure you experienced. But it was unhealthy for you buddy. Part of healing is to stand up to them now and call it all to a halt. Just because you were young, innoncent, trusting, and afraid when you were younger, just because you were coerced back then, doesn't make it right. You are grown up now. If they say they will keep forcing you, call the law on them.
Even if you find you enjoy such sex now, you don't have to have it with them. You can choose your life, your sex partners, and choose to stand up for yourself.
Wow, what a perfectly well put post with total accuracy. You must be a therapist and you're a very good one. It was all abuse, pleasure is sometimes confusing to the victim, and your point on standing up to them, stopping the abuse, and choosing who he wants to have as his sex partner was all spot on. I am not a survivor of any abuse and it's all due to my father who protected me and taught me what to avoid, and I was empowered to stand up for myself and I did 3 times and it saved me from being molested. Thank you for your support for this man he needed to hear this.