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Wearing bra and panties
So last night I was alone so I decided to go through my lingerie that I have collected over the years. Being a man it’s been difficult to keep my kink private but have done so up to this point.
So I picked out a pretty 44G bra and a pair of 2x satin full brief panties. I lied in my bed and was just touching myself thinking about how amazing it would be to have a woman in bed with me.
About an hour passed by and I saw my door slightly open. I got up to check and my sister was there laughing at me. I asked her to keep this a secret because I didn’t want our mom to know about this. Instead she went running down stairs yelling that I was wearing a bra and panties.
My mother was coming up the stairs and saw me before I could get back to my room. She demanded that I walk over to her and she noticed the bra I had on was one of hers that I took about a year ago. She asked me how long Ive been doing this and I told her it’s been since I was about 12.
She was disgusted and asked me if I had anymore of her underwear. She walked me to my room and saw the bin on my floor open and she started going through it.
I have so many different pieces that I’ve collected over the years and she just got angry. She asked me if I wanted to be a girl, I said no. She then asked me how is it that im 20yrs old and still single. I just told her I don’t know.
She had me take off her bra and the panties I was wearing and she threw them in the bin and proceeded to take the bin to her room. She came back and told me that if she ever caught me wearing any women’s clothing that she was going to throw me out of her house because she doesn’t want perverts in her home.
I was devastated and so upset about what just happened so I put my clothes back on and sat on my bed contemplating.
What is the problem about me liking to wear bras and panties? I just want to feel as close to a woman as I can get and with my lack of socialization, fear of people, and just being down right ugly, I will never have a woman.
I just wish I could finish college, find a good job and move away so I can live in peace. I really hate myself right now. And to make matters worse I am having sexual thoughts about my mom and how I wish things would have gone down last night.
I apologize for wasting anyone’s time.
Sorry your mom did this. You deserve better. A parent is supposed to help their child through issues like this. She should've comforted you and talked it out to see where your mind is with this all. Though society still has specific roles, the world is changing around societal bigotry. It's ok for you to wear them. I'm 55, grew up in a very stern household (dad) mom might have been understanding but never discussed any of thos with her. I used to dress up in her panty hose bras etc. I got caught by a buddy, I was so scared and we had a 5 year sexual relationship, he confessed he did the same. We never told anyone! We'd dress up in our mothers lingire etc and experiment sexually! I'll never forget his dick bulging in the lacy panties. Shame on your mum, I hope she comes around. I no longer have male on male sex but my wife is very supportive of my urge to dress in women's underwear. I wear panties now rather than underwear. Pleas take care of yourself. I hope you're ok, you sound pretty upset. Talk to a friend, reach out to someone if it gets overwhelming. Good luck. You'll find your way!
I am 50 and have been wearing panties in secret since I was 12 or 13. I love they way they feel. I would love to tell my wife of 30 years but I know she wouldn't understand. Hang in there
“What is the problem about me liking to wear bras and panties? I just want to feel as close to a woman as I can get and with my lack of socialization, fear of people, and just being down right ugly, I will never have a woman.”
This part hit home a lot. Hang in there. You’re not alone.