What's it mean?

Me and my wife made videos and I am watching them and she calls out F our neighbors name. She wants to fuck him

Just a dream..I'm guilty of saying or mumbling the name of my business group friend while sleeping. My ex-wife would ask "Who's Alicia?", and I'd say, what, who? How do you know who she is? Then she'd tell me..You said her name while you were sleeping last night.

I admit, Alicia is a slender, fit, hot blonde friend who's always very hands-on when I'm with her. Very flirty, even walks with her arm around me when we go somewhere, and I am attracted to her, but..Didn't know her all that well when I was married. Maybe I should have.

I like hearing my wife getting fucked in her sleep.

My wife was doing the same thing over a fairly extended period of time and I became convinced she really had a thing for a guy named John who she had a short office affair with between her first two marriages. Then one Saturday afternoon she came home and was extremely excited and much like a schoolgirl who just got a new boyfriend, she very excitedly told me how she had run into John at the store. I caint remember when I had seen her so happy and excited about anything! We discussed John much like two school girls would a new cute boy at school. She told me that John told her he still loved her very much and wanted to leave his wife to be with her, I thought she was going to explode with excitement when she told me that! I found myself to be excited for her and she told me all about John and their exploits. It became obvious to me as I learn more about John that he was the kind of man that every woman desires, the alpha male! We both became very turned on and had some of the best sex we had ever had. We both invoked John's name during our lovemaking and both had multiple orgasms over the next three hours!
I learned several things that afternoon, first I knew that it was only a matter of time before John would own my wife, and two something that I have have known about myself for a long time but never would admit to myself and that is that I have to have huge respect and sexual attraction to alpha males. Throughout my life I would often times catch myself melting when I was in the presence of an alpha male just as my wife does when she speaks of John. It even became problematic in the business world when I would be so anxious to please an alpha male that it affected the bottom line of the company I work for. It is a strong and in my case out of control desire at this point to also be the sexual property of a dominant male just as my wife has become.