I am so fucked up.

I am 14 years old, and my mother had divorced my dad about 5 years ago and it is obvious that she is a lesbian now, but she has not told me or my sister.

Last night, she had one of her friends over, who I found very sexy, and late at night while I was downstairs, I could hear the bed creaking upstairs I turned off my TV and I heard moans coming from their room. They tried to cover it with some music, but the moaning was undeniable.

I am not sexually attracted to my mother at all, I think incest is disgusting, but I thought that the idea of her friend getting eaten out and fingered turned me on so much, because I have been sexually attracted to her friend for a very long time. I started masturbating on the couch downstairs, trying to be as quiet as possible as to not drown out the moaning with the creaking of the couch. And I came almost instantly from hearing them having sex. At this point, I was so horny that I had to get closer, I walked up my stairs, which are very loud, but they didn't care. and I could still hear them fucking, even after I had walked past their door. I stood a few feet away from their door, and I started masturbating, the moans got even louder, so I assumed they were about to cum, and so was I. I came so hard that my knees were weak. And around that time, I heard the moans slow down, and they turned the lights off to their room.

I regret everything, even though I was masturbating to her friend, I was still masturbating to the idea of her friend having sex with my mom. I even tried to find her friends panties after they had sex to get my mind off of my mom, and focus on her friend, but she was gone this morning.

Even though I feel horrible, I still want so hear her friend cum again, I just wish that I had thought about the repricussions of masturbating to both of their moans before I came.

(I am sorry if this confession is formatted like a story, I just wanted to get the details out there.)

By Anonymous

Masturbation CONFESSION

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