Need agg man or Dom women

I wish I could be there to help dear. But let me give you some advice. First thing you have to know is, in a dom/sub relationship, it is not the dom that's in control. It's the sub. You might find that strange, but it's true. Without this control the sub could find things spiral out of control quickly. There's nothing wrong with wanting to be somebodies slut. And nothing wrong with having them push your limits. That's what makes it so exciting. Having to do things you would never normally do. But the sub needs to be able to draw a line. He or she can decide where that line is themselves. What you might want to do is before things get started each night, make yourself a promise to let things go past your comfort zone for a particular length of time. It's kind of like what exhibitionists do. Make themselves promise that they will remain exposed for a certain length of time no matter what happens. And take whatever preparations necessary to commit to it. Give it a try. Good luck.