He gave us a choice.......

But you cursed him out called him a pervert and low-life.
Now you want him to reconsider and allow you in, but it's too late, it's been a year and I won't allow you to interfere.
We were both homeless, two peas in a pod. Sleeping under bridges and abandoned buildings, hiding from police and DHS who were trying to take our kids from us after the shelter closed. He came along and offered us shelter, food and clothes. All he wanted was sex, but you refused, said he was an old pervert, it's a wonder he didn't attack/assault you for the things you said. No man allows people to talk to them that way. But he let you slide. I thought about it, he made a lot of sense. I took him up on his offer and he has fulfilled all of his promises. I even stole food from his house to bring to you and your kids, but yet you wanted more, you wanted me to steal his money so that we could go away somewhere else and start over. I had to bid you farewell then, because I hadn't been happier in over 4 years until him.
Guess what, he demands sex when he wants it, but he didn't even touch me sexually at all until 6 months later after the doctors cleared me of all disease's. What type of sex does he want? The same as any man that I've already been with. Nothing extraordinary, nothing kinky, nothing weird. Just the usual head, pussy and ass.
I give him anal once a week, nothing weird about that. I give him pussy everyday or every other day unless I'm on my period. I give him head 3 times, maybe 4 times a day, nothing weird about that. What have I gotten in return? Every thing he said he was going to do and more. He has even made me get my G.E.D. As you already know, I have my license and tho it's a used car, it's in my name and runs very well like new. I've reconciled with my family and I'll be taking part-time college clsses very soon, mainly because he wants me to, but also for my own future independence. He says that he is old and wants me to be able to survive on my own just in case..."death comes his way", but he ain't going no where, he's only 52
I learned alot from you, because we were in the same boat, we both had 3 kids, we both were 25 years old and both had dropped out of school at 15. But one year ago, in the dead of winter, with snow being all we could see, you turned down a good thing. You no longer have your kids now, but you now want to re-consider his offer. I cannot let you come into this house. I'm selfish now. I'm content with what has happened to me. Though I hate to see you still living the way you do, I won't reach out to help you by letting you come here. He may want you to come here, because it's a new sex partner, but you will have to find your own way. You see, you may suck dick better than me or throw your hips a special way that may capture his affections....I cannot allow that to happen. His attention is focused on me and I'll do whatever it takes to keep it that way. I'm happy and I want to stay that way. Now since the library will be closing soon, you and I will not be able to contact each other our normal way. So with sadness, I've directed you to this website so you can read my final goodbye (this letter). I've left a backpack of underwear, some clothes and $200. in our secret place...you have 5 days to get it. Take care of yourself.

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