Yeah I know I'm disgusting please give me some advice
Ok. My mother married when I was 12. I didn't meet my step brother until we were both 16. He hadn't seen his father, my stepdad since he was 2 and wanted to reconnect. We bonded and I always considered him as my. Brother. He is only a few months older than me and we were in to the same stuff plus he kind of used me as a replacement for his twin brother. They had never been separated before. So we always talked about his girlfriends and he would show me pictures and I would try to be his wingman. We were close. I met his best friend when I was 17. I started dating him at 18 and it got serious. I stayed with him for 6 years. We were rough at best. He cheated on me and said some emotional stuff that hurt. Last year I had a daughter with him. I'm 23 now and finally broke it off after having enough. My mom and I got a place. She also caught my stepdad cheating on her and left him. Through all of my fights my stepbrother was always there for both his friend and me. He would console me and take my ex out to bars. Recently he started hanging out with me more to help out. We stared drinking and two weeks ago I slept with him. I was black out drunk and only remember a few things. We passed it off as an accident. But he started coming on to me and I went with it. I slept with him again while I was sober. Our parents are split up but they are still married. And we share a half sister. Plus I'm still really love with his best friend. We grew up with bullshit because of our age and how close we were but nothing ever happened until now. I never wanted anything to back then. Now I have no idea what I'm doing.
Stop drinking.
Thanks. He knew from the start that I was still in love with my ex (his best friend.) My step brother and I kept it going for about a month but we we're honest about not being in love. We would still talk about seeing other people. After awhile the guilt got to me and I cut everything off. Now I'm back with my ex. We know we have a lot to work out but it's going good so far. If my family we're more trashy we could be on that show. A few years ago I caught my stepbrother's (the same one) ex with my real dad
Woah, this sounds sort of like the movie Clueless, where the main characters used to be step-siblings and get together but without the cheating and half-sister of course.
I mean, it's legal and the half-sister thrown in there makes it complicated but honestly, do what makes you happy. I do have a problem with you still being in love with his best friend.
I think that you need to lay off sleeping with your ex step-brother until you get over his best friend, to be fair to him, especially because he is supporting you emotionally. If it gets sour it will be a huge mess.
So, be honest with him, tell him you still aren't over your ex but you do like him but want to take it slow. Fuck what everyone else thinks. He's not your actual brother.
Wow all you guys need is a lesbian twist to this and you have a reality show!!