I think I may have made a mistake

I dated a guy for eight years and kept my virginity. It started in school and went until I came back from college. I wanted to save my self for my wedding night, and we talked about getting married many times. He was so nice about this with me.
I did do things for him sexually and he did things for me, just no penetrations of any kind. I never used a tampon, only pads.
Then we broke up and I had a date with a guy I met through my work. he took me out for a nice evening, after to his apartment in the city. We sat on the balcony and looked at the stars and light.
Then he kissed me, and ask if I wanted to lay on the bed for a while. I declined and told him this is as far as the first date goes.
We dated several times when he ask me to the bedroom, JUST to fool around a little. not have intercourse. Then it happened, I opened my legs for him and he just put his cock in me. I did not get upset and I feel I gave him permission.
I wanted it to be special, but not like this. Now my old BF wants to get back together.

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