Blackmailed flight attendant into sex...

There's this terrible thing I did...
For two years I dated this stewardess who flies for Virgin America. During our relationship we racked up quite a collection of sex pictures and videos that we had made together. She really loved doing it and would often want to actually hold the camera during sex.
Shortly after we broke up I lost track of the tapes and pictures, never to be found again. Or so I thought.

Some time later while rifling through some clutter, I came across some burnt CDs and a small stack of digital tapes. After inspection I realized I had found the majority of the sex tapes we made and nearly all the pics we took.
After this happy discovery I naturally gave her a call and feigning a gentlemanly suggestion, I explained that handing them to her personally would ensure they would never fall into dubious hands. Her being the very pretty but very naive type, graciously agreed to pick them up from me at my flat.

After I got her to my room I immediately dropped the act and demanded sex in exchange for everything. This caught her off guard and she attempted a feeble compromise with offering a hand-job. After a short argument and an even shorter scuffle when she tried to make a run for it, she reluctantly agreed and demanded I wore a condom. I was prepared for this of course and had a cut holes in each one of my trojans.
Yes, my aim indeed was to unknowingly get her pregnant too.

She managed to squeeze out of her tight jeans, layed down, and spread her legs. I then mounted her and began the deed. It felt amazing. I realized I was raping her, taking something very precious and using it for my sole pleasure. She never once looked at me and stayed quiet except for a few small grunts and tiny moans when I would adjust her for a different position. I noticed she was also silently crying after I felt a tear fall on my chest when I had her on top of me. However, being the savage animal I was at that moment, it only aroused me further. It was strange, I felt no remorse and it was confusing and frighting to me for a moment. But only for those few moments.

I even whispered terrible degrading things to her during the rape; like how I knew she secretly loved being raped or how badly I wanted to do the same thing to her mother. I would have yelled them but my roommate was watching Bobby Flay cook something in the next room.
I then had my orgasm and she quickly got up, put her pants on and without a word smashed the small pile of tapes on my floor making a rather big mess.
She told me to never contact her again and told me I was a "piece of shit", or something to that effect. Then walked out, slamming the door behind her.

Of course the tapes she smashed were decoys and I have all the media saved on a hard drive to this day (again, not a very smart girl). She proceeded to contact the police and they knocked on my door and lectured me. No charges though, the coppers just wanted to give me a scare. That royally pissed me off and I decided to finally put the pics and movies on the internet. In addition, some months later I heard rumors that she had an abortion following an accidental pregnancy with her boyfriend. Ill never be absolutely sure, but I always wondered if it was mine. I mean, the dates and timing was correct. Who knows.
That was almost a year ago and last I checked a couple of the videos are enjoying a healthy rotation around the internet. I still have no regrets and indulge in the fact that I did what I had to do to that stewardess.