Forced to have sex (sorry but long)

A couple of months ago, a professor of mine wanted me to give him a blow job and he wanted to pay me for it. He found out that I was a part-time exotic dancer. I told him no. He said that if I didn't that he'd put a video online of me at a bachelor's party. I am occasionally hired, under the table, go to bachelor parties as an exotic dancer. I didn't believe him until he showed me the video. The video showed me doing things that I wouldn't do on the job. He hadn't been at the bachelor's party but he got the video from one of the guys that was there. I was terrified that he'd do it and that I would someone would find out and I get fired from my job. I'm not supposed to work anywhere else while I am an exotic dancer, even though I am only part-time. So, I gave him a blow job. Then, a few days later, he stopped me before I left class. When everyone left and we were alone, he told me that if I didn't meet him at a hotel that weekend that he'd show it to my boss. I agreed but told him that I didn't want to do it. We met at a hotel in a town that was a couple of hours away. He had another guy there to videotape us having sex. When he told me that, I told he, "Hell no." Then he grabbed me and forced me on the bed. He pulled my skirt and panties off and stuck his penis into me. I've had sex before but it hurt when he went into me. I told him that he was hurting me. He told me to shut up and called me a whore. He said that a girl like me needed a guy like him to show me who was boss and that I needed to be with a real man. I started crying and he slapped me. He came inside of me. Then he spent made me masturbate in front of him. He made me act some of his fantasies, one of which was to act like a virgin. I had to tell him that he had a huge penis and that he had the biggest penis that I had ever seen. He made me tell him that he was the best lover that I had ever had. When he had his second erection he pulled on my hair and pushed me to the floor. I was still crying. He told me to suck his penis and he kept pushing his penis farther into my mouth. I had to stop and throw up. That didn't stop him though. He pushed me back onto the bed, knelt down and pushed my legs apart, and started to kiss my pussy before sticking his tongue inside of me. He also sucked and licked my nipples. I was crying still and told him to stop, especially after he started to bite my nipples. He didn't think that he was hurting me. He made me get on top of him. I had to ride his penis. He made me get off of him when he was about to cum. He told me to open my mouth, then he squirted his cum into my mouth, and made me swallow. I did but then I threw up. He told me that if I ever old told anyone that he would force me to have sex with him and that he would make me have anal sex.

I was in so much pain when I left that I had to go to the hospital. I had to get my best friend, who happens to be a guy, to take me because I hurt so much. He had pushed his penis so far into me and so hard that I was bleeding. I had had sex before but never that rough. My best friend kept asking me what happened. He had never seen me so upset. He knew that I worked as a part-time exotic dancer. He kept telling me to be careful and that if I ever felt unsafe to call him. I should've called him but I was scared. I finally broke down and told him what happened. He was the one that got me to file the police report and stayed with me while I was at the hospital. I was thankful that for my best friend that night. He actually slept on the couch at my apartment. I don't think that he even slept that night. He was so nice to me. I don't deserve to have a friend like him.

I just hate myself for getting myself into this situation. I was only working as an exotic dancer because I used to dance and gymnastics when I was younger. The pay is decent and was only meant to help pay for tuition, rent, food, etc.

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