I want so badly to be cucked with my gf

My gf of three years Megan and I have a great relationship overall, but over time sexually things have become more and more repressed. She flirts with guys in front of me constantly, and although I’ve never told her, I want so fucking badly to be cuckolded. I think she knows it secretly, but I can’t help but feel like her flirting with these guys is a way of testing me. Trying to see if I’ll admit to her that I want this.

Our dynamic changed a lot over time too, and she controls a lot of our relationship. I’ve become pretty submissive to her in most aspects, expect she hasn’t cheated on me, and hasn’t expressed a desire to open our relationship. She’s settled into being more the dominant one, and it’s made our relationship better. She seems to like dictating both us and me. I like it too. I’m afraid to tell her I want this, because I just worry it’s some kind of trap, and that she’ll lose her love for me. We still get along great, and still love each other, but I can’t get beyond these sexual tensions. I just want to be able to give in to these feelings and watch her have sex. I want to be watching it, and I want to see a guy take complete control of her and of me. I want to see what she looks like being fucked by a bigger dick, and feel like I’m just property. I feel like I’m supposed to be ashamed of wanting to be submissive, but I want to embrace it. I think she might want it too. I think it’ll make our relationship even better, but I just have this fear holding me back. I’m afraid to make the leap.

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