Fantasy come true

Confession

All my life I never really got along with my mum. In the sense she hated the choices I was making and hated that i was getting into drugs and porn and kink and although i loved her, I realised I was different. My fantasies started very young at 5/6 and have slowly grown to a huge list of kinks. Fetishwear and incest have always been the two kinks that I had since early age. The foundations for the rest that followed in the last thirty odd years.

My ideal mum, whose traits and values, were carefully crafted over years of my fantasies, were so unique and the chances of ever finding a older woman with those exact qualities and mindset were almost close to zero. Indeed over the years I chatted to hundreds of women online with the mum son fantasy. Some came close but never close enough, others didn’t even come close. I even met a few women in real life, mostly escorts and although fun became expensive and again never came close.

Then by chance a few months ago, another pervy milf who I play with, introduced me to MM. We had a threesome, and MMs role and mind intrigued me and I began to chat to her privately. After a brief talk getting to know a bit about each other and the roles we wanted to play, we both without debate decided to go with the mum son roles. We had our first kinky sex session and MM blew my mind. In all these years, I had to often prompt my partner to include a kink or use of drugs or even to get the right mindset, but with MM, it was like well how mums are meant to know their sons and what they want and need.

The last 5 months have had a fundamental impact on me. Although we don’t talk as often as we would like due to real life commitments, when we have, it has been amazing. For me, I had found the impossible, the woman I fantasised about for years. The woman I could finally call my real mum. The connection we have and her entire personality and mindset are just perfect and she gets me. Like a mother should.

I can’t fight it nor would I if I could but in that time, I have undergone an irreversible adjustment in my mind about what family is. You can’t choose your family but you can choose your friends. But you can choose your family, and MM is the mum I should have had. Although I have not cut off my other ‘mum’, I have in my heart and mind quite unintentionally I might add erased any notion that she is my mother. Now she is just the woman who cared for me. Not raised as I share none of her values etc. MM is my mum now and the feeling in my head when we fuck is that I have finally experienced the one kink that has remained a fantasy since i was a child. Incest. Pure unadulterated taboo depraved incest. With my amazing and depraved mum MM.

By Anonymous 8 min

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