I should have expected that would happen eventually

I am a married man who travels for work. A few years ago, maybe out of boredom or sexual frustration, I started messing around with other men. Just oral sex, exchanging blowjobs. I found it exciting and to be honest, I find myself looking forward to hooking up with other men on my trips. I have been asked numerous times to do more but I always resisted. I know it sounds stupid, but it seemed like oral sex with other men was just playing and no big deal. If I had intercourse, either way, I would have crossed over to be fully bisexual. Same reason, I didn't kiss.

Last night, Sunday, I stopped for dinner after arriving in Denver. At dinner, I arraigned for a guy to come to my hotel room. The discussion was typical, I host, I give him a blowjob, no biggie, just what I wanted. I checked in at the hotel and message him my room number. Our meeting starts out like normal. He strips naked and I am on my knees sucking his cock. He is a short Greek guy, maybe 5' 4". His cock is maybe 6" and thick. As he gets into it, he wants to me to get naked as well, I don't mind that. I am a bit of a sub and that came out in our conversations. He asks if he can bind my hands. Although the idea intrigues me, I am a bit hesitant. But he shows me the cloth bands that he brought with him. They just look like strands of old towels. I agree and he ties my hands together and then on another strand to the headboard. I can move around fairly well and it feels like they are loose enough that I could get free if I needed. So I am laying naked, face up on the bed with my hands tied over my head. He climbs in bed next to me and starts playing with my body, rubbing his against mine. This is exciting and I show it by getting a raging hardon. And that is where things get a little strange. It starts to feels a like we are in a wrestling match. Normally I am focused on having oral sex, but with him, we are laying together. He is rubbing his body all over mine. He is kissing my neck and nibbling on my ears. His cock is thrusting against mine and precum from both of us was everywhere. Thinking back on it, I cannot believe that I did not expect what was about to happen. Hell my legs were already spread. He lifted one of my legs up and with one single thrust, he was inside me. I tried to move, only to discover that freeing my hands was more difficult than I expected. With my hands tied and his wrestling strength, I was powerless to resist and he continued fucking me. I knew that even if I had freed myself and got him to stop, his cock had still been inside me and I had been fucked by another man. Realizing that with that one single thrust, my anal virginity was gone, I gave in and resigned myself to the experience. My virgin ass being tight, it wasn't long before he came inside me. He actually dressed before he untied me. I was stunned and didn't say much. He left, me still laying naked face up on the bed. I realized that what he had done was considered rape, but I could hardly report him without confessing my participation and outing myself. The sheets were an absolute mess, his cum mixed with my shit. I tried to wash them as best I could. I balled them up this morning and left them for the maid along with a $20 tip. I just feel really weird this morning.

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