Infantilized

When I was little my mom was sent to jail for 10 yrs. Me and my older brother went to live with my grandparents. I didn't realize then because I was too young but my grandparents were more messed up than our mom. I didn't find out until a couple years ago that my brother was abused with sex. He had to please my grandma and grandpa fucked him in the ass and gave him bjs. I didn't even know what they did with me was wrong or right until much older. Grandma hated my mother and said she blamed her for sticking them with raising babies again. Once I lived with them, she'd put me in diapers and breastfeed me. My brother gave me the only food I got and if he got caught he got the whipping of his life. I was given weekly enemas and suppositories. When I was bad my grandma would put gingerroot up my butt and grandpa would belt me until I stopped crying from the pain. It's taken years for me to have something close to a normal digestive system and bowel movements. My brother said watching my whippings were brutal because grandpa didn't bother to warm up. Sometimes they'd make my brother watch but if they caught him watching othertimes, he was beat till his butt was blistered. Our mom got out of jail when I was 15 and she said she tried to tell the court that we shouldn't be with her parenst but they didn't listen. Our mom messed up again but my brother was of age and I was just months out. I haven't had a boyfriend yet. I've had some girlfriends but I think none of them has thought I'm normal.

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