Unsatisfied
I’m 20, and i’ve been in a relationship a year. he’s a nice guy and i love him, but sexually, i’m a wreck. i’ve had ex’s who were very sexual. i’ve been hyper sexual since i was like a teenager. in the past my ex’s can’t keep their hands off of me. i buy lingerie, i wear only underwear in bed, i make my whole body easily accessible to him but he never touches me. it’s driving me insane and making me feel hideous. i’m 5’4, 130, and i have brown hair. green eyes, pale skin bla bla bla. i wear lacey shott white skirts, white stockings and lacey tops with pink sweaters, i’m constantly doing everything i can to get his attention. it never works. when it does, he doesn’t last long and can’t do much for me. i’ll try to give him head and he finishes in three minutes, and i’m sitting there naked and horny with no help. i don’t know what else to do bevaude i love him but have never had this problem before. my ex, he was a scumbag but the type you just foam at the mouth over you know? yes he was sort of a bad influence, and did drugs and partied, but he gave me what i needed. he’s 6’4 and has tattoos, at least 8 inches. he always would bend me over and lasted for hours, anywhere, anytime i wanted. he’s in jail now , but i fantasize about how he’d have me aching and screaming because it hurts so good. he knew how to dirty talk, and please ME. i can still feel his hands on my throat and hands on my body. my boyfriend is good to me but i can’t stop having dreams about my ex fucking me senseless, or going to an old friends with benefits because his voice was mesmerizing and he could lift me up and fuck me in the air for hours. my boyfriend can barely lift me. i miss being treated like a slut behind closed doors. like it’s actually making me depressed. i offer him my body free to use after a long hard day and he just doesn’t want me. what do i do, he’s perfect otherwise. i just need sex good sex. and i’m worried about my strength when my ex gets out of prison. Any advice would help!!
Apr 11
Talk to your boyfriend about this, or even have him read what your wrote above. He may just not be sexual enough for you. You may have to find someone else that is the whole package. Or maybe your boyfriend would be willing to let you take a lover to meet that need. That's probably not a long term solution, but see what he says
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