Right Place - Right Time

Hello and thanks for taking the time to read my post. A little background on me. I’m 58 years old and I’m a male. I’m recently separated from my wife of 30+ years of marriage. I love her dearly but I’m guessing we just drifted apart once our children left the house and started their own life!
I’d had let my body go a bit but nothing crazy, just a few extra pounds (5’ 9”. 185lbs)
I decided it was time to get healthy again and joined a gym.
I started off slow, but quickly noticed that by working out and eating healthier the weight just started to drop off.
I started to meet some of the other members and we began talking and trading workout suggestions and what works and doesn’t work!
The guys all seemed to be very positive and supportive.
After about 3-4 months, they asked me if I wanted to join them for a beer, to which I said sure.
After a few beers and a lot of guy talk it was time to head home. One of the younger guys had asked if I could drop him back off at the gym, because that’s where his GF was going to pick him up. I said sure and off we went.
While driving him he stated that I was getting into really good shape and he remembered me when I first started and how out of shape I was. I thanked him and said the entire group has been extremely supportive and it’s easy to get in shape when you have a supportive group encouraging you to work harder.
I dropped him off and went home.
I usually don’t workout on weekends, but this one particular Saturday, I had no plans so I decided to head to the gym.
When I got there the only one from our group was the younger gentleman I drove that night from the bar. His name is Bryan.
Bryan was surprised to see me and asked me how I was. We exchanged small talk and he asked me if I wanted to workout with the free weights today and that he would be my spotter.
I said sure.
I decided to go right to the bench press because it was not occupied.
Bryan was spotting me so he’s basically hovering over my head with his legs slightly spread guiding the barbell in the event I need assistance with the press. As I’m push the barbell backup, I could not help but notice that Bryan’s workout shorts were very baggy and he was not wearing a jockstrap or boxers underneath. I could see his dick as clear as day.
I continued with my workout as if nothing happened.
However, I got the sense that Bryan caught me looking on a few occasions. After our workout, Bryan said his GF was going out with her friends and asked me if I wanted to grab a few beers/food. I had no plans so I said sure.
We both headed to the locker’s to shower and change. While in the shower, I could not help but notice what amazing shape Bryan was in.
I would take a quick glance every once in awhile at him and his naked body. He had a good size cock and he was not shy at all.
I’m old enough to be his dad and I have no idea why I’m even looking at him.
Bryan comes over to my shower stall and he’s now about 8 inches away from me and asked if he could borrow some shampoo. I said help yourself.
Bryan reached past me to get the shampoo and his hand accidentally brushed against my dick. He was very apologetic and said he was very embarrassed. I told him it was not a big deal and he left. To my fucking disbelief, my cock started to get hard and Bryan noticed it even back from his stall. Not knowing what to do, I just acted like I was soaping it up to wash it.
Bryan returns about 2-3 minutes later with my shampoo and now there is no hiding my hardon.
Bryan places the shampoo on the ledge and just blurts out! “Would you like for me to suck you off”
I was stunned. Here I am with a kid who’s about 32ish, has a GF and wants to suck my cock.
My brain and my mouth were not working together at this exact moment and the words that came out of my mouth was, yes! Please suck my cock.
Bryan dropped to his knees and started to put me in his mouth. I was not sure what the fuck was happening, but I had this young good looking guy sucking my cock better than any woman ever did and I’m hard as a rock enjoining it.
I tell Bryan I’m about to cum and he just continues to suck me off. I place both my hands on the back of his head and arch my back.
My cock begins to spasm, and I start shooting an enormous load down Bryan’s throat! I must have squirted at least 11-12 shots into his mouth.
When I was done, Bryan got off his knees, thanked me and said he had to leave. I was absolutely dumbfounded that this happened and the fact that I allowed it was even more fucked up.
Bryan sucks me off almost once a week back at my place and the ending is always the same. He quickly leaves and I think it’s because he feels guilty for cheating on his GF. Not sure what I should do. But it’s the best head I’ve ever received in my life. WTF!