After 30 Years I have to Tell Someone

I have never told this story to anyone probably because I always felt a little ashamed. I was over a friends house and we were playing some computer game, I can't even remember the name of it. I think I was 11 and he was 13, we hung out a lot usually at his house because his dad was never home and his mom would go out all the time and leave us there for hours. I mentioned that I wanted the game so I could play it at home and my friend said he could make a copy for me if I did something for him first. Of course, I said “ok what” and he said, “You have to put your hand down my pants” I was stunned and had never even thought about doing anything like that to anyone, and I never expected that to come from my friend. I had no idea what to say, I felt completely scared and was like “No, I can't do that”. I think I was afraid that if I did it, he would tell other people about it. Later on, that day we were in his backyard behind his pool, and he said, “I guess you do want the game” and I said “I do want it” he responded with, “You know what you have to do.” I felt that wave of terror again, but I was also a little curious as well. The only penis I ever touch was my own. After a little more convincing I said fine and slid my hand down into his shorts. I was so nervous at this point that I was shaking and could barely breathe. When my hand touched it, I thought ok it's soft and warm not that bad. I quickly pulled my hand out and said, “Ok is that good” he answered “That’s not good enough if you want it you have to touch my balls too” I hesitated for a second but then I found myself walking over to him and again I slowly put my hand in until I reached his balls. To my surprise, they had a little hair on them and mine was as bald as it was when I was born. After a few seconds, I pulled my hand out still shaking with fear, and backed away, I remember thinking I was going to pass out. My friend had a smile on his face, and he told me it still wasn’t enough and that if I wanted the game, I would have to do more. He laid down on the ground and pulled his shorts down until his entire cock and balls were exposed. I just stood there looking at it. It was longer and thicker than mine with a little hair on his ball sack. It was like a caramel color and the head was pinkish. I was a little confused about what he wanted and scared out of my mind, so I asked him what he wanted me to do. “I want you to play with it”, he said. I was in complete shock at this point, I had barely enough experience playing with my own cock. I got down next to him and slowly reached over and grabbed a hold of his meat. I still had no idea what to do so I said, “like this.” He then explained to me that I had to move my hand up and down. So, I slowly started to pump his cock up and down and his penis started to grow in my hand and it got bigger and harder. The head of his cock looked really swollen and a little clear liquid was dripping out of the tip. I remember being curious enough that I purposely rubbed over it and it was really slick and it made his hard penis slippery. He put both his hands behind his head and closed his eyes. “ He whispered “Faster” so I started jerking him faster and it got wetter. His cock really started getting hard and he grunted. All of a sudden it was throbbing in my hand and his cum shot out of the top like a guizer then more came out some of it got on my hand, but I kept stoking until his cock stopped throbbing. That was the first time I had ever seen cum. I had no idea what just happened. My friend looked at me and said, “That felt good” and he smiled. I wiped my hand on my pants and quickly got up. I had this nervous scared smile on my face. We never did anything like that again, I lived for a long time praying that he never told anyone. When I was in my 20’s I ran into a mutual friend that told me my friend died in a car crash when he was 17. I never told anyone about it and just wanted to get it off my chest.

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