Unnormal
Hello. I am 24 years old, female and have been living in a completely normal marriage for five years. Secretly, however, I am attracted to very fat people. I often imagine what it would be like to be overwhelmed by a very heavy person and be squeezed with all the weight. I know that it sounds completely absurd, but the idea of being defenseless under the weight and hardly being able to breathe excites me. I had an experience in my early teens with a girl from the neighborhood. There was an argument with her and in the end she sat on top of me. It was much heavier and I couldn't defend myself. Somehow the whole thing doesn't let me go. I never talked to anyone about it. What would you advise me?
If you enjoy it so much, start fattening up your husband. This way you'll have a fat person around you.