CONFESSION❗A Friend Is Going To Make Sure Wife of 26 Years Reads

A certain macho ( all man, man's man) semi-tough guy, homophobe highly critical asshole much of the time. (IS A VERY NASTY BISEXUAL & ALWAYS WAS) Married 26 years 3 near grown kids. Ring any 🔔🔔? Maybe the wifr will figure shit out?

I was say young when I went to an area of my town known for the older chickenhawk preying on younger boys, homosexuals frequented to pick up...young boys hustling "tricks" or just young gay boys seeking attention from older men.( The daddy or mommy issue type) At first I hustled older, like 20-25+ years older men for the money, mature men paid well, gave tips, ofren would buy me shit if I'd see them again.
In the beginning it was just sucking my dick $20-$50 just letting an older man give me great head till.I'd cum. The first 3 months it was just for the money. ALWAYS! Afterwards, I'd feel so, so guilty so bad, for days, hate myself. Until I needed more money, so I was lying to myself from the get go. Secretly, I loved the great orgasms and the feelingd of getting turned on- If not no hardon no suck, Dah!

I got married she got pregnant. Those guilt feelings the ones that always happened after a man got me off...All gone by the age of 17.

Sexuality is odd, diffetent storokes! My bi/homo was confined to, still is only practiced in the "seedy" always with strangers, in adult book stores/ theaters. Hookups for anonymous, or if I meet a hot guy who is a nasty mother fucker I will do more hookups. About 9 years ago to that I began making exceptions.

Now, I for years preferred bi-guys wife not doing it types who came to X movie/book arcades looking to get head, get off go home to wifey types. Then, in spite of diseases, AIDS etc. I tried gay bath houses, fucking orgy party places they are. 9 years ago in those joints I got or went to rooms with black men. Only if they were really hung and real agressive, some are sissies not well endowed.

I was raised racist, bigot Ku Klux Klan in my ancestrial woodpile. So! I began having interracial sex despite shit. I went hard for it, Living almost once you go black you never go back. The fuss over blacks sex I'll guarantee you not without merit. Who knew? I had no idea.

Who knows why and I am far far from the first. I am obsessed with IR sex, I have become a bitch. I eat black ass all the time makes me so lustful hot, suck cock, give up my ass when it hurts due to size. I love eating pussy crazy for it, I feel the same about black ass, BBC and copious amounts of creamy seed.

I Have accumulated 4 black men I love to service. I make up a lot of stories when I go out to tell my wife She just believes me. The real reason I go out Is the service and pleasure my black lovers. I fear I'm becoming a slave to black cock and ass.
I don't know how I can juggle my marriage And my passion for black sex And keep them both.

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