Wife is Supernatural
My wife and I are used to using toys in our sex play. She has several dildos, but I was certainly confused about her one dildo. I didn’t get it for her, she didn’t get it when we were out. It just sort of magically appeared, one thing is that she never uses it, when it’s us. I walked in on her using it, she immediately stopped, sort of tried hide things, had a deer in the headlights look. I thought it was funny as I have walked in while she was using her vibrator and she never stopped.
Curiosity got the best of me so I spied her using it. It isn’t hard as when she is using it, she is in another world, transformed to another world. I have seen her using that dildo about 4 times and she always finishes with some of the most erotic orgasms I’ve ever seen. Truthfully, we have played with multiple combinations of toys, and I’ve never witnessed a response like that.
Now I’ve found where she keeps her toy, and have inspected it, looking for what mystical qualities that it has for her. It isn’t much different than mine, a tad fatter, a mite shorter. It does look realistic, but sort of cheap, amateurish looking.
So, what was funny was, when I first asked her about it she was so quick to change the subject and when I went to touch it, she quickly grabbed it saying oh it’s dirty. After that I noticed that she stopped keeping it with her other toys, in fact I noticed that she was hiding it. Again, always avoiding any questions about it.
So after about 6 months of this odd behavior and her silence on the subject, I took it from her hiding place. Now she didn’t use this all the time, mostly when she thought that I was going to be out for the day. So that Saturday I went out to play golf with my brother, upon returning that evening, the wife meet me at the door demanding to know what I did with it. I played stupid and insulted, what the hell was she going on about. That if she lost a toy we’d just go to the store and get her a new one. Oh I just didn’t understand.
So here it is she finally sat down and sobbing a bit, told me the whole story. That Dildo was a copy of her old boyfriend. She said that he was the only man that she loved behind me of course (I doubt that). So when he found out that he had pancreatic cancer, he got one of those kits you can make a copy of a body part, made one of his dick and sent it to her. He passed shortly after. She didn’t want to get me mad over a dead person, but she said that using it was almost surreal, that she could close her eyes, feel his breathe, his whispers.
I gave it back, I think that she is touched, still married but now that I know why she acted like she did with that I have no feelings for her.
I totally get it man. I would feel the same if my wife was getting off on a whole nother level thinking of someone else.
Doesn’t sound like she made any efforts to make things better. If that’s the case and she just does her thing by her self get out don’t waste any more time with her. Find some one that your each others everything. Life is to short.
Wish you the best.
She still has a special place in her mind for him. It shouldn't bother you so much as she was honest with you and he has past, so there isn't the possibility of an affair. You should slowly try to get her to play with you watching her letting her know how turned on it makes you to see her pleasure.
Because she liked a prior cock? Get over yourself