Male Sex Addict bad Addiction.I Want to stop this fucking MADNESS

I am now 36 not sure about sexual preference. I mean that, seriously. Example, I jack off viewing free porn, I watch cuckold hot wife BBC, then go to daddy's fucking twinks, to BBW getting laid, to lesbians fisting or pissing, BDSM maybe 7-8 categories looking for the one I can cum watching, it could be anyone listed above or others. Bisexual or multi-sexual? I don't know what I'll be hot for from minute to.minute.

I WOULD LIKE IMPUT NOT WISE CRACKS FROM IGNORAMUS.
CAN ANYONE ? THIS IS 100% TRUE UNLIKE A LOT IF BS ON HERE NO LIES OR EMBELLISHMENTS....I JUST WANT TO KNOW HOW STRANGE I MAY BE.

My old man at ages 5-6-7 would beat my ass for jacking off. violent beat downs said it was nasty & would make it groe, I'd need a reduction surgery. ( too bad, Christ I'd have 15" if that had been true!) Got my own room no more getting busted. By age 9 I was playing nasty games with girls, and questing off with boys, having each other, nothing more.

Around 12 boys were cautioned to stay away from the lake boat house at this one park. Why? Queers hung out there would get young boys. Bullshit! Stay away, I was going I heard what they did, I wanted it. I began going showing my dick taking frequent leaks, Dick spies would try and take advantage, yes I wanted that. As the chicken hawks saw I was a regular they got bolder and more friendly. Soon I was getting blow jobs and more men as they caught on. Other boys a bit older hustled there for money, which I'd do later.

I also discovered how to sneak into piano theaters, guys come out back for a smoke, a hustle, hookup and I would go back in the rear exit none of those men gave a shit. Once in, I was swarmed by pedophiles and pervs. No ushers to check or regulate, cops were very rare to peek in. Watching porn, I was hot and got into reciprocation. By age 16 I'd become a male prostitute and pleasure was now paying and shit waa getting risque and more intense, I was ducking old queens in the ass.

By 17 I had taken it in the ass not crazy about it, but with some men it felt pretty good. Now when you are a street hustler girls hustle the same strolls as the boys, you meet each ither, make friends as both of you are selling sex.

Mow this is when, my fellow street hustling chicks you get high together and makes not avidly gay fuck the young hooker friends and now, shit I liked pussy and in the especially youth Prostitution Community trading sex for free or a bit of dope, dinner is common. I wasn't 18 and I was totally a sex addict taking whatever, and learning how to maximize my profits, fuck the cheap trick shit.

This shit is dangerous, exciting, profitable and hard on your mental health and your general health. I got into orgies, situations overpowering not easy to say, I'm leaving. At 19 I got married to a female slut, lots in common, by 25 I was on my 3rd wife, lots of sharing tricks, cuckolding, more orgies, minor poem movies to sell to the X purveyors home vids. Arrest for prostitution/pandering. At 26 joined the Air Force 3 yrs. Hoping to break the cycle. At 30 now discharged tried marriage again. Wanted to make her a skit hotwife, that was short live.

For the past 5 years my life is sex, I get sluts to fuck me, not near as easy as men. I tries sex addicts ANON, not effective. I am always on the prowl place to get me off, no luck there I jack off, like I said to anything g, because I had most of it, but the truth, I am in the verge of madness, How in the fuck can I stop this sexual insanity?

By Anonymous

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