I am not sure what he wants part 2

So after my BIL took control of me on my 18th birthday he really took control, He didn't fuck me a lot, Maybe once every 2 months or so but he told me where to live so I was close enough to come to him, He told me where to work so he could have control over when I would be able to see him, He controlled who I dated and after letting me date 2 guys he said I was done with other men and put me on a lesbian dating site, I had access to it but so did he so he could see my conversations and he would check my phone when I would see him, He is very techy and told me he had spyware on my phone and could see my conversations, Internet history and downloads...I have no idea if he could, He told me what to say to other women on sites and eventually sent me on a date with one, He picked my outfit and I updated him through the entire date telling him I was nervous and didn't think I wanted to be with a woman even though that first woman was actually a gorgeous woman.
So I went home with her as instructed and at one point she asked who I was texting, I asked him what he wanted me to say and he told me "Tell her you are texting your Dom" So I did, I actually told her everything except that he is my BIL, She was shocked and actually told me she didn't want to hook up and I was so relieved but 3 days later texted me again and said she changed her mind, I went to see her and we had a BIG long talk, She was braless the entire time and when we kissed I was so nervous, She asked how it would work with her seeing me and I told her that I would only be allowed when he said I could, She asked about the first night and I told her he was disappointed but understood that it was our first try but told me there would be many more then he fucked me for an hour in my apartment kitchen with the curtains open.
She was not at all dominant so it was a 20 year old who had only been with 1 woman before and an 18 year old who had never been with a woman but was being controlled by a man and both had no idea how to proceed so...I laid back on her couch and she licked me till I came, We had 23 encounters and on the 3rd one she asked if she could have my BIL's number so she could ask him directly for permission to see me, I asked him, He said yes and that went on for the next 20 times before she found out he still had me on other sites and she got mad and broke up with me.
By 23 I had been with him, 3 other men and 26 women but he usually didn't let me stay with one more than a month or two except Amber for 6 months because she was ok with me video taping us for him, When I was 24 my sister was diagnosed with a terminal illness and 12 months and 14 days later she passed away leaving him a widower with 3 kids, He didn't talk to me for probably 2 months but then I showed up at his house and begged him to talk to me, He asked what I had been doing and I told him nothing, I told him I had been waiting patiently for his instruction on how to proceed. He told me to go home and he would think it over, He had me come to his house a few days later and told me what to wear, He took me around town and paraded me through the mall and streets, took me home before the kids got home and fucked me hard and long then the kids were super happy to see auntie when they came home.
We started back up and had so much freedom with no fear of getting caught that he started taking me more and more places, He had hired a nanny who only lasted 8 months then he hired another one, 19, tall, thick and had huge boobs, Way bigger than mine, I was instructed to try and sleep with her so I started spending more and more time around her until one afternoon while baking together she asked if I was banging my BIL, I got nervous and told her I was but that I was Bi which I consider myself now since I do actually love being with women, She asked a lot of questions then said "So...Am I someone you would be attracted to?", I looked at her and said "Oooh man, Yes, so much".
2 hours later we were sweaty and exhausted and she had squirted for the first time, I lost count of my orgasms and I never even tried to count hers, We laid in bed and napped holding each other for 2 hours then got up and showered together, It was a bit of a mistake being with her because she fell hard for me, My BIL refused to sleep with her when she asked the first time, She asked me for permission to ask him and I said yes, She told me he said no so I asked him and he pulled my head back by the hair saying "You don't ask me to do things", I said "Yes sir" and sucked his dick.
Three weeks later Abigail sat on the foot of the bed watching me suck his dick and then he told her she could ride him, Abigail is a kinda tall (5'9") girl who has a thick build but a nice build for a tick girl, Platinum blonde hair, Huge boobs with pale pink nips, Slightly darker areolae that are quite large, Pale pink pussy lips and a pink butt hole, for 12 months after our initial 3 way we spent a LOT of time in bed together whether just me and her or him and her but very often all 3 of us and we would have sex 3-4 nights a week, If I was on my period I would just watch, If she was on hers she would watch but mostly we all just fucked together.
Abigail got accepted into a university course and had to move 3 hours away so we officially broke up before she left.
Now I am 33 and he is 48, I don't even want to know how many women I have been with and when I turned 30 he started taking me to swinging clubs so I have been with many women from there, Dating apps or random pickups, I asked him a while ago what he wanted, Would he ever make me official and he said "No" I asked what he wanted and he said he wants to just keep doing what we are doing, He still parades me around in see through tops or short skirts making me "Accidentally" flash random strangers, He makes me fuck other women sometimes just alone, Sometimes while he watches and sometimes he joins, I guess I will just keep doing what he asks until he realizes we are together.

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