I have a friend who is ten years my junior. She knows more about me than anyone else and we can tell each other anything.
A couple of years ago she told me about something that happened to her at university. Her and two female friends were out clubbing one night, got pissed and all three of them up in her bed at her digs.
As she tells it, she was almost asleep when she felt rhythmic movements under the blankets and realised the other two girls were getting it on. They ended up licking each others pussy, making quite a lot of noise and moving about while they did it.
Her regret is that she just lay there, feigning sleep while her two mates had sex and all she had to do was move her hand between them to be able to join in.
She called in at my house yesterday and we got chatting over a bottle of wine. During our conversation, sex cropped up, as it usually does and she admitted that one of her greatest sexual regrets is that she didn’t join in with her friends and that she fantasises that she actually did join in when she masturbates.
This happened in her late teens and she’s in her mid fifties now.
We all have similar ‘ near misses’ I suspect.