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Update; How bad is it that I let another guy masturbate to me
Over a month ago I (F19) posted a confession here; ‘How bad is it that I let another guy masturbate to me naked?’ To sum up that post I have a boyfriend (22M) and a cute guy (M19) at my work asked to see me nude as his birthday gift. Despite knowing it was wrong I did it for him and he masturbated in front of me.
A commenter on here warned me ‘cute guy will want more’ and he did. We had sex and I’m as much to blame as he is. After stripping for him and watching cute guy orgasm I felt guilty for my boyfriend, but also I couldn’t get cute guy out of my head. Since I stripped for him we had been flirting a little but no touching or anything. The day we had sex I was alone with him we were in the parking lot after work and he asked me to come home with him. I knew what would happen if I got into his car but I did it anyway.
As he drove I thought about the enormity of what I was about to do. My boyfriend is a good man who cares a lot for me, but it wasn’t enough to stop me from wanting cute guy. We got to his apartment and almost instantly began kissing and undressing each other. Well, we made out and did some foreplay stuff for a while, he slid off the bed to find a condom. While he was away, I thought about not going through with it, but he came back and crawled on top of me. In seconds, he was inside of me. I feel ashamed to say it, but I quickly got lost in the sex. I wasn’t thinking at all about my boyfriend. Let’s just say he’s gifted with a good penis and knows what he's doing in bed. Usually, I don’t orgasm from penetration but I do with him.
We had three rounds and tried a few positions. When he finished, he collapsed to my side, breathing like he had just run a marathon. He pulled me into him, hugging me deeply and running his hands over my hair. I lay in bed, thinking about what had just happened. My mind was clearing after I came, and I focused on how I am going to behave around my boyfriend. I wondered how casual this had been for the cute guy. We have had sex a few times since then and I don’t know if we’re ever going to be a serious thing. Of course I’m going to leave my boyfriend, I was hoping to find a reason other than sleeping with another guy but I don’t have one.
(F46) here. I've been in your shoes and please take this advice.
When you are ready to break up, do it quickly.
When I was 16, I had a boyfriend. He was the guy that took my virginity but we only had sex a few time afterward.
I got a job at a summer job waiting tables at the lake and met a tall, muscular 21yr old blonde guy that worked the docks. We started flirting and within a few days we started having sex. Just like your experience, he was much larger and knew how to give me back to back orgasms. btw; he knew I had a boyfriend. He'd even met him a few times when he came by my work to see me.
We secretly continued having sex, during sex he would say, 'who's bigger? Do I F**k better than your boyfriend?' I found that to be very arousing.
After having sex with the blonde guy most of the summer, he finally asked me out a date. That's when I broke up with my boyfriend. I told him 'there's someone else'. He took it fine.
In the end, I married the blonde guy. We're still together and have 3 grown children.
Have fun and good luck!