The one that got away

I'm not sure how to write this so I'm just going to go for it. I fell in love with a friend's gf at the time n I let her get away do to my stupid mistakes. She was dating a friend of mine at the time living together and that's how we met. I was dating my hs gf at the time but I quickly fell for this girl let's call her J. J n I started texting flirting ect...we quickly moved to questions and curious about each other. Eventually we would all hang out together and we pretty much always wanted each other eventually it lead to me "hanging out " at her bfs house so I could be close to her and play with her any chance I got... I spent ALOT of time fingering her under the blankets...how we never got caught is beyond us...did it right around her family as we watch movies together ❤️. Anyway she eventually got pregnant with her BF and we realized we loved each other to want to be together by this time she had his baby growing in her belly...what a mess. J was prepared to leave him so we could be together. But I was broken up with my gf by now n I was so torn because our familys were pretty close... you cam see how this would be tough. But now looking back I wish I would have went for it. J is the love of my life and I kick myself for not making things right with her. We still talk often but no one really knows that. We were/are extremely sexual...even now as she's married with two kids n I'm divorced with two kids we still want each other. I believe we were meant for each other and I wish we would have seen that before it was to late. I love you j ❤️

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