Thinking of "tricking" him
This could have gone under "cheating", I guess, but because of the feelings and the amount of time involved, I chose "relationship". My boyfriend and I have been together for going on 1.5 years. I'm 22 and he's 51. He's married and even though he has promised to leave her almost as long as we been together, he keeps putting it off "because of the kids". They have two. I love him forever but I'm tired of waiting, I'm not getting any younger, I'm tired of his family being in my way aaaaaall the time, and I'm sick of them getting so much of his money and me getting so little. I know its wrong,but I have started thinking about "forgetting" to take my birth control pills and having him knock me up by surprise. He is real responsible so I know he would leave them and come marry me and raise our family. I'm ready to be a mother and I'm way ready to be his wife. He and I were meant to be together but those people are in the way.