why I'm gay
When I was 7, my mom "caught" me and the girl who lived next door, also 7, naked playing "doctor". Mom got mad and said we were 'dirty' 'filthy' little kids and that what we were doing was 'horrible' and 'dirty' and 'wrong'. Mom forbid the girl to come on the property and told the girls parents what we had done. Mom told me "Don't EVER do that with a girl again." The girl never spoke to me again and her parents held it agains me even though it had been the girl's idea to begin with. I told my mom that but she didn't believe me. I stayed the hell away from girls because I didn't want my mom to think that I was doing 'something' with them. Anyway, when I was 14, in high school my hormones were kicking the shit out of me. In swim class there was this feminine looking boy with long blond hair and he appeared to be interested in me. One time, while we were in the locker room, he came over and put his arms around me. when he kissed me, my hormones kicked into high gear and I knew i had found my lover. Thanks, mom for all your help.
I thought they always say people are born gay. This doesn't sound like it.
I was in kindergarten mornings with a cute little girl who my mom watched in the afternoon. During nap time, both of us in our underpants, hers cute little rufflebuts and mine plain white cotton boy's underpants. We'd switch panties, eventually getting caught and spanked by my mom. I became the cute effeminate boy in my preteens getting fcked by the older boys and I loved it.