I'm very bi-curious and I've never told anyone
I developed early...I started masturbating at around nine years old. I played "doctor" with several of the neighborhood girls and even my sister, and watched porn online a lot. I constantly stole my grandfather's dirty magazines. I found that I was attracted to men and women, and since I was very young, I made a lot of "toys" to play with. Eventually I got brave and stole a dildo from a friend's mom's dresser. I was 12 at the time, and I will never forget that mind-blowing, amazing feeling of stretching my hole as that dildo slid inside me the first time, that intense prostate orgasm, and after that I was hooked. I started tasting my cum, in case I ever did give someone head, I didn't want to chicken out if they wanted to cum in my mouth. I love pussy, don't get me wrong, but I cum so hard when I play with my back door. After I moved out on my own, I bought numerous real toys, vibes, and dildos. I adore my butt plugs because I can wear them around and no one knows. I live in a VERY religious and conservative small southern town where homosexuality is severely frowned on. My friends get together and talk shit, and "gay bash" and all the while I'm standing there with a giant penis-shaped butt plug in my ass...it kinda turns me on. A few years ago I was single for a while, and I made a sex bucket list, things I wanted to do sexually before I got married or kicked the bucket. Black girl, check. Latina girl, check. Pregnant girl, check. Older mature MILF, check. Old lady/grandma, check. One of the last legal things left on the list was a sex with a guy. I wanted to suck a cock, get fucked, and feel another man's seed inside me. I chatted with several closeted local guys online, exchanged "dick pics" with a few, sent photos of my asshole, and even set up a rendezvous with one attractive older guy at a local motel...but he never showed up. Then I met the girl that is now my wife, so I stopped working on the list. She's only slightly kinky and although I've fucked her in the ass several times, I haven't been able to talk her into pegging me, although she did finger my ass once. I still fuck myself in the shower on a fairly regular basis and occasionally still slip a butt plug in from time to time. I've never told ANYONE other than my wife, and I guarantee the majority of the town would "shun" me if they ever found out! It feels good to get that off my chest!
I’ve always been interested in doing this too! I love it when my wife uses toys in my ass. Email me sjohnson00@live.com, if you live close to me, maybe we can help each other out.
I'm in rural Georgia, where are you located?