I'm not gay but!

I'm 55. Married twice (successfully the second time). I read all of these confessions and always say "yah right!" to the I'm straight stories. Today, it occurred to me that I'm living this story. Maybe a little different? That's just trying to justify it.

My best friend and I are like brothers we're so close. As kids we tested the waters and learned about sex together. Roomed together in college and during dry spells with the girls would help each other out. Over time I became the bottom. He rebounded almost immediately and could give me the most intense orgasms.

We've been friends so long, people say we act like a married couple.

I've never found men attractive. I don't find him attractive. I don't lust after or seek out gay sex from anyone else. Its just so normal with him, I have no problem letting him use me that way (of course it feels great). I go give him blow jobs. I don't let him reciprocate because my other orgasm is more intense if its my first and only.

Our friendship and sexual activity doesn't get in the way of anything in our marriages. He and his wife didn't have kids. My step children were teens when I married their mom. They were out of the house within five years. There was a lull in activity while I participated in being "step-dad".

I spent the morning reading the definitions of "bi". I don't think I fit because of the attraction part. I don't need a label. I will admit, for those who have to label it that I'm a heterosexual who participates in homosexual acts with his best friend from childhood. I'm straight, but!

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