Urge for Cocks

I am 19 year old male and for the last one year I have such a strong desire to suck another man's cock. The problem I have is that I am so embarrassed. I have one close friend and when we are in the sports showers I can't take my eyes of his cock as it's like 9 inches. He has caught me several times and one time asked me why I kept looking at his cock and I simply say because it's big. One time we were both in a relaxation room of a Spa. He was on one water bed and I another. We were both naked.
He started to masturbate and it even looked like 10 inches and very fat. After a little While he said to me oh fuck if you were a Girl now I'd fuck you so hard.
I wanted so badly to wank and suck him so I tried my Luck by saying well I can wank you and suck your cock. He literally stopped and looked at me just looked then finally he said forget that.
After that I visited many public toilets and was recommended to one gloryhole so I went along. It was some kind of sex shop selling films and magazines and I thought I had the wrong place. So I asked the man behind the till and he said there is a fee and then he said go down that corridor to the back and chose a room. So I finally found this corridor of rooms. Some were locked and then I found one open and entered and locked the door. It was almost dark inside. There was nothing other than one chair. I managed to look around and I noticed several holes with Tape on one wall. Maybe five holes.
I sat down and waited and nothing until all of a Sudden a big black cock appeared through one hole. Wow it was big. He was bouncing it up and down as if to beckon me. I moved toward it and it was now in my face so I kissed and licked the tip. Then I heard him say yes baby yes. I then started sucking it like I needed it for the last 10 years and never stopped. I could hear he was moaning Loudly and I felt he was about to cum any moment so I stopped. I then heard him say please blow me more or let me fuck you.
I did not hesitate and took my trousers off and I noticed the holes in the wall were almost in line with my ass. So I had some Jelly and applied it to his cock and then to my hole and turned around and guided his big black cock into me. It took some time but it all went in and when it did I felt so good. I was not this Gay boy but I felt like a Girl. He started pumping me and I met every thrust. I could hear him begging me to please let him come into my room and he was saying baby I will fuck you so good but I ignored him and let him fuck me it was so so dark in my room but he pumped and pumped and I was back and forward on his cock. It felt so incredibly good. Then he came inside of me with so much cum it was coming out of my ass.
When he finished he said I know you are a guy but I want to take you home with me and to dress you in girls clothes and when he said that. I said ok.

By Anonymous

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