I don't want to live.
My wife has told me she is involved with another man. She met him at the gym. She said it started innocently and now they are sleeping together. I had no idea anything was going on. She seemed happy. She was even still having sex with me all the time. I thought things were great. I help her clean the house and spend lots of time with her. We do everything together. Then this out of the blue. WTF! How did this happen? I don't understand. She said she was happy. She always seemed affectionate. Apparently she wasn't being truthful. She was just telling me what I wanted to hear. She said they have so much in common . She just met him six weeks ago . Now she wants a divorce . I feel like I have been kicked in the head by a mule. My heart is breaking. I don't want to eat. All I want to do is sleep. I just want it to be a dream and awake to find my love laying next to me. I have thought about purchasing a pistol and blowing my brains out . Without my love I am nothing. She made it all worth while. She was my strength, my courage. Oh God why ?1 month ago